sharing my life..:)

oh wow!

2006-09-09T18:58:00.000+07:00

it has been over a year since i last updated this thing and it feels different to be back here at blogger..

well, i have always loved blospot and my blogspot blog.. but i guess my site needs a little refurbishing.. haha.. the hit counter seems not to be working anymore and the daisy path anniversary counter has long been cooked through and my previous posts are in disarray.. haha.. and i guess i have to change the layout to make it look more "twenty one-ish" heheÜ yep im already twenty one and i firmly believe that the skin is already taboo for my age.. agree?? c'mon.. hahaÜ

i feel some jitters now (thats funny cause i shouldnt feel that -- this is my blog!) typing this.. maybe when i really finish the layout thats when id get to spill everything out..

for now, i would just like to say that id be back here at blogger.. and i hope that i will be able to sustain my writing here again.. i missed blogging really!!!

im getting over the pain.. it is still painful but i should forget na.. pero parang mahirap.. maybe i can forgive but i can never forget.. but im not closing my doors to it.. only time can tellÜ

i hope id be able to change the skin the soonest time possible.. i have to study for a lot of things kasi eh!! :D

hehe..
wish me luck!! :D

try smilin ok? i will try that too!!!

2005-07-17T06:37:00.000+07:00

oh well.. my dad is very okay now.. and i am so thankful for that..
what bothers me now is my studies.. i cant cope with it!!!!!!! mayn.. it so so0so0os0os0os0o0s hard!!!! three major accounting subjects plus taxation plus business law and quantitative analysis for business (math5)!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaarggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

i seem to fail all my quizzes even if i study hard.. yes i do.. in fact im losing weight already because of stress.. im seing less of my bebe.. none of my buggy (and im not liking it!!!!! im sorry b ug) the last movie i saw was hotel rwanda, which was by the way unplanned..

i get less sleep everyday, pop my eyes out of reading my books and still what i get is a failing mark?!!!!!!!!!! how much more effort will i exert???
*breathe*

whew!

that was a big help-spilling it all out...

i wish for more strength so that i can study better and i know i can do it.. i know every college student taking their majors are like this.. so its all part of it.. and i know i can surpass this.. with a better grade than 2.5! *positive mental attitude* harhar..

*smiles*

i wouldnt be afraid to face the battle for the Lord is with me *relief*

2005-07-04T09:26:00.000+07:00

it has been a while.

i would just like to say thanks to all the people who prayed for my dad last night.. THANK YOU SO SO MUCH. I APPRECIATE IT VERY MUCH. THANK YOU MY DEAR FRIENDS. YOU GAVE ME STRENGTH DURING THE TIME I FELT SO DEVASTATED. JESUS IS REALLY WITHIN US. HE DOES NOT LET US DOWN AND I HAVE EXPERIENCED EXACTLY THAT LAST NIGHT.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS AND PLEASE CONTINUE PRAYING FOR MY DAD'S FAST RECOVERY.

there will still be some tests and test results tom, i hope it will turn out good and that the symptoms that the doctor saw are negative. i dont want to think or say that she is telling the truth. i believe Jesus is healing my father and that Jesus is guiding my family. I love you Jesus.

AGAIN, THANK YOU VERY MUCH. GOD BLESS US ALL. and i love you papa. i love you so much. i wouldnt trade you for anything in this world. Dont leave me just yet.. i will still be your CPA right? I love you.

2005-04-28T18:54:00.000+07:00

hayy! sa wakas.!! nag-update ako dito sa blogspot.. actually, tinatamad tlg ko mag-update ng blogs.. haha..

nothing much to share..

maybe because there are some things that i wish to keep to myself than share with other people... haaayy.. i know you understand.. thats why im resting my mind on that..:D *thanks!

2005-04-13T18:12:00.000+07:00

this is confusing me!!! i wanna use my blogspot add more often now because i cannot personalize xanga.. but xanga is much better than blogspot.. tsk tsk..

i want a skin that fits me and a skin that has all i want.. and i cant do that in xanga.. coz it requires a premium acct.. tsk tsk..

i might be back to blogspot in a few days.. after i have found the right skin for me .. :)

*shout outs*
hi BEBE, i love you!!!!!!! *hugs* mwah mwah mwah!!!

2005-04-10T14:06:00.000+07:00

tagal nang walang update!! im busy with my xanga blog kc.. hehe..:D

anyway, i just wanna ask kung meron sa inyong marunong magprotect ng posts.. ung ndi cla pwedeng ma-copy.. kung meron man, msg me sa tagboard ha?? thank you thank you thank you!!!

2005-04-07T14:06:00.000+07:00

i am getting used to xanga and im liking it there.. i still ahve my loyalty to blogspot though, thats why i am not going to delete this.. i am still going to update it but i will be using my xanga blog more often:)

ayt?

so there..

click on the link of my xanga blog on the left side!!!:)

aammmisssshooooo bugggy!!!! u take care!!! ok ln yn.. dont be so sad.. kaya nyong dalawa yan ni aljoe.. just dont give up easily ok?:) *hugs*

2005-04-04T16:55:00.000+07:00

i didnt get grades that were so HIGH NOR SO LOW.. they were JUST ENOUGH for me:)

thank GOD!!!:)

whew!!!!!!

right now, i am having some problems with configuring my xanga site.. argh!!! its not as easy as blogspot!!! mayn.. hmmm... i hope i can fix the site soon!!!!!:)

i love y'aaallll specially me bebe!!!!!!!:) *hugs*

2005-04-04T06:03:00.000+07:00

okay.. so im really getting tired of my lay-out!

argh argh argh argh argh!!!!!!!!!

i wanna change it!!!! but i cant find something that suits me!!!!

thats another argh argh argh argh argh!!!!!!!!!!!

it was our monthsary yesterday.. nothing extraordinary.. :( hmm.. its okay though.. i cant keep myself from gettting morose kc eh...

anyhow,

its CLASS CARD'S DAY TODAY!!!!!! whew!!!!!!! i hope i get good grades!!!! please pray for me..

2005-04-03T06:52:00.000+07:00

POPE JOHN PAUL II died already.. and im offering this entry for him...his death is so sad for us catholics. he was such a great leader and i feel blessed this moment. why? i dreamt of him last night.. he was having a mass in the senate and then after the mass the youth went to him to ask for blessing (i was one of them) and then he blessed us and waved at us.. a few moments later my dad said that the pope already died. (my dad is always hooked to the net that is why he is updated)

so there...

i hope that his death will not cause much harm on the strenght of the catholic church. i wish that this be the reason of the other lost catholics to come back and have faith and believe in what the POPE used to say that even in the midst of all the trouble, there is a God that you can turn to, someone always ready to help. There is indeed a God and a lot of times many people has proven that.

goodbye pope and thank you for all the love that you gave us. i may not have a very personal relationship whith him but i know that he loves every catholic, moreso everyone here on earth.

i feel sad yet i am glad for he will finally be with THE FATHER. His mission is over and with just a lonely childhood, no one expected him to be one of the greatest popes.

His Holiness John Paul II
Short Biography
[Updated: 25.02.2005]

Karol Józef Wojtyła , known as John Paul II since his October 1978 election to the papacy, was born in Wadowice, a small city 50 kilometres from Cracow, on May 18, 1920. He was the second of two sons born to Karol Wojtyła and Emilia Kaczorowska. His mother died in 1929. His eldest brother Edmund, a doctor, died in 1932 and his father, a non-commissioned army officer died in 1941.
He made his First Holy Communion at age 9 and was confirmed at 18. Upon graduation from Marcin Wadowita high school in Wadowice, he enrolled in Cracow's Jagiellonian University in 1938 and in a school for drama.
The Nazi occupation forces closed the university in 1939 and young Karol had to work in a quarry (1940-1944) and then in the Solvay chemical factory to earn his living and to avoid being deported to Germany.
In 1942, aware of his call to the priesthood, he began courses in the clandestine seminary of Cracow, run by Cardinal Adam Stefan Sapieha, archbishop of Cracow. At the same time, Karol Wojtyła was one of the pioneers of the "Rhapsodic Theatre," also clandestine.
After the Second World War, he continued his studies in the major seminary of Cracow, once it had re-opened, and in the faculty of theology of the Jagiellonian University, until his priestly ordination in Cracow on November 1, 1946.
Soon after, Cardinal Sapieha sent him to Rome where he worked under the guidance of the French Dominican, Garrigou-Lagrange. He finished his doctorate in theology in 1948 with a thesis on the topic of faith in the works of St. John of the Cross. At that time, during his vacations, he exercised his pastoral ministry among the Polish immigrants of France, Belgium and Holland.
In 1948 he returned to Poland and was vicar of various parishes in Cracow as well as chaplain for the university students until 1951, when he took up again his studies on philosophy and theology. In 1953 he defended a thesis on "evaluation of the possibility of founding a Catholic ethic on the ethical system of Max Scheler" at Lublin Catholic University. Later he became professor of moral theology and social ethics in the major seminary of Cracow and in the Faculty of Theology of Lublin.
On July 4, 1958, he was appointed Auxiliary Bishop of Cracow by Pope Pius XII, and was consecrated September 28, 1958, in Wawel Cathedral, Cracow, by Archbishop Baziak.
On January 13, 1964, he was nominated Archbishop of Cracow by Pope Paul VI, who made him a cardinal June 26, 1967.
Besides taking part in Vatican Council II with an important contribution to the elaboration of the Constitution Gaudium et spes, Cardinal Wojtyła participated in all the assemblies of the Synod of Bishops.
Since the start of his Pontificate on October 16, 1978, Pope John Paul II has completed 104 pastoral visits outside of Italy and 146 within Italy . As Bishop of Rome he has visited 317 of the 333 parishes .
His principal documents include 14 encyclicals , 15 apostolic exhortations , 11 apostolic constitutions and 45 apostolic letters. The Pope has also published five books : "Crossing the Threshold of Hope" (October 1994); "Gift and Mystery: On the 50th Anniversary of My Priestly Ordination" (November 1996); "Roman Triptych - Meditations", a book of poems (March 2003); "Rise, Let Us Be On Our Way" (May 2004) and "Memory and Identity" (pubblication spring 2005).
John Paul II has presided at 147 beatification ceremonies ( 1,338 Blesseds proclaimed ) and 51 canonization ceremonies ( 482 Saints ) during his pontificate. He has held 9 consistories in which he created 231 (+ 1 in pectore) cardinals . He has also convened six plenary meetings of the College of Cardinals .
From 1978 to today the Holy Father has presided at 15 Synods of Bishops : six ordinary (1980, 1983, 1987, 1990, 1994, 2001), one extraordinary (1985) and eight special (1980, 1991, 1994, 1995, 1997, 1998[2] and 1999).
No other Pope has encountered so many individuals like John Paul II: to date, more than 17,600,000 pilgrims have participated in the General Audiences held on Wednesdays (more than 1,160). Such figure is without counting all other special audiences and religious ceremonies held [more than 8 million pilgrims during the Great Jubilee of the Year 2000 alone] and the millions of faithful met during pastoral visits made in Italy and throughout the world. It must also be remembered the numerous government personalities encountered during 38 official visits and in the 738 audiences and meetings held with Heads of State , and even the 246 audiences and meetings with Prime Ministers .

2005-04-02T06:45:00.000+07:00

everythings okay now between me and my bebe:) *smiles!* whew! i thought he was overly mad at me pero it turned out my worries were a bit useless kasi he wasnt angry pla! :) haha.. yan ang problema ng walang telepono dahil d kami mkapag-communicate.. puro landline ln at dito sa internet.. haaayy.. pero april nmn na eh i hope kuya pesoj gives my fone soon!:)

so there..

i am also glad that i am free from my ITCHY ITCHY STUFF!!!! (i havent mentioned it here pla.. kc i was bitten by some mites last week then to my surprise, it spread out.. not too much though, but it still gave me sso0o0o0o0o0o much discomfort and itchiness that is why i went to our family's dermatologist. he gave me some cream (that's for itchiness and soreness) a capsule (thats for immunity, so that i get immune to those mites!) and a hypo-allergenic soap.. i really use a hypo-a soap but its not right ata so he gave me one which makes me think its like nuetrogena... hehe.. :) anyway, i am so happy that the doctor did not say im prohibited to eat certain food!!! haha.. that was what i was thinking while i was waiting in line.. i told my mum and my ate "natatakot akong sabihing bawal ako sa manok!!! waaahh.. panu na ko kakain ng jabi?" hehe.. goodthing im not bawal with it!!!! yipppweeeeeeee!!!!!!!!:)

i saw steven yesterday!!! ang payat!!! hehe.. :) steven, although im not reacting to whats happening sa mga blogger eh dont think im walang kwenta.. i just dont want to add up to the friction.. i know you know what i mean..:) im not directly involved with it so why involve myself right? pero im glad we have talked about it yesterday.. and im happy coz we are all turning out to be mature with our own points of view and the way we accept and respect explanations from our friends!:) hayan, gagraduate ka na! pagbutihin mu!!!:)

hmm.. i wish everyone a happy day..:)

bebe, ingat po on your way to school and give yourself some rest alright? i love you!!!:)

buggy, hope to hear from you soon!!:)

have a nice day peeps!!!

2005-04-01T15:59:00.000+07:00

bebe, its my fault and im so sorry.. sorry na pls.. :(

sorry na.. sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry...

i love you and im sorry....

2005-04-01T09:59:00.000+07:00

im so sorry bebe.. sorry.. didnt mean to hurt you.. it was just an expression.. im sorry.

2005-03-31T01:17:00.000+07:00

weeeheeheheee.. my bebe and i are chatting right now!!! ansaya.. haha.. we couldnt talk over the fone thats why we decided to go online and chat.. its as good as talking:) hehe

i wanted to post a story a while ago but i got tamad eh.. hehe..

2005-03-30T07:00:00.000+07:00

oh well, i wanted to do something this summer.. something that is worthy... like being a volounteer in a home for the aged or any institution with the same vision of helping others..

i wanna make them feel i care and i want to help.. please give me some phone numbers or websites just in case you know a place where i can offer help:)

hmmm...

my buggy is getting married soon!! haha.. grabe were really old na.. imgaine, wedding n ngayon ang pinag-uusapan, ndi na prom! haha..

im still missing my bebe.. :(

un lang.. ang walang kwenta ng post ko!

have a nice day everyone!

2005-03-29T14:41:00.000+07:00

I hope id get good grades this term.. I still dont know when my class cards are due and it makes me nervous!!! Mayn.. I have worked hard and I really hope to get justice with my grades!!! No failing grades please!!!

i havent mentioned i got myself two fishes (as pets of course).. we (bebe and i) was strolling in the mall one day when he mentioned having an aquarium... i was suddenly thrilled and having the compulsive buyer attitude in me, i bought fishes on my way home.. i did not get a large aquarium.. i got a fishbowl instead! haha.. i now have two cute tiger barb fishes!!! just sharing..:P

I have finished the WUTHERING HEIGHTS novel.. it was a sad yet happy story.. stronger than a man that is Emily Brontes way of writing.. a fascinating story indeed and her novel sure added much to my vocabulary!!! And it proved that old English is indeed very tricky..:P

Haaay.. im bothered by the results of my grades!!! I need help.. please pray with me..

I miss my bebe so bad….. :(

**Shout outs:**

BUGGY, sa wakas!!! My update na rin!!! Haha.. im happy for you and Aljoe and tama ka, alam na ng buong mundo na kayo!!! Haha.. im glad that I see maturity in you and in the things you write.. grabe buggy, MATANDA na tlg tayo.. haha!! See ya soon!!! Stay safe!! Mwah!!

To MY DAD, thank you so much for all the love, support and understanding that you give me. Thank you so0o0o0o0o0 much.. I will do my best not to disappoint you and to be the best daughter. You deserve all the hugs and love in the world!! I love you papa!!!

ATE, ay nako! Bahala ka na talaga sa buhay mo!

BEBE, damn I miss you so0oo0o0o0o00o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o bad!!! Be a good boy ha? Take care and I love you!!

FRUITS, kaya natin to!! Haha.. papasaya taio sa accounting!

Take care everyone, and please pray for me! *hugs*

2005-03-27T18:07:00.000+07:00

i just came home from the mall and boy am i TIRED!!!!!!!!

my feet hurts... :(

but im glad im home now..

though i wasnt able to buy the shoes i so0o0o0o0oo0 wanted.. :(

i swear ill get that pair sooon!!!!

my BEBE is finally back!! im sorry bebe if i was kinda irate a while ago.. i thought you were going on line.. la ka pa nmn eh! any how, i hope to see you soon.. i miss you and i love you! *hugs*

im so0oo0o0o0 tired!!!!!!!!!

2005-03-27T06:53:00.000+07:00

THE WAR OF THE NETWORKS!

what the ever happened to the communications industry?!! the two other
NETWORK GIANTS (smart and globe) launched their own gimmicks to level up with SUN CELLULARS' 24/7 call and text unlimited. so there.. all of em got their own services but which do you think is best? since all these are almost FREE, im givin you some birds' eye view on the services i know:

TOUCH MOBILE, a brand of globe launched its TODO TEXT AND TAWAG promo which allows subscribers to make unlimited call and text service for 30 days at a cost of 300, and 15 days at 150. And for solely unlimited text service cost is 50 for five days, but of course the call and text pertains only to
touch mobile-to-touch mobile calls and texts.

in the case of SMART'S 28/5 call and text unlimited promo, which really sounds and seems like a big deal, it allows subscribers of Smart prepaid, talk and text prepaid, addict mobile prepaid and Smart kid prepaid, to use the unlimited call service for 115 for 10 days. for the unlimited text only service, the charge is 60 for six days. as is obvious, Smart refrained from offering a combined xall and text unlimited package. the arithmetic of this boils down to the fact that if a customer wants to take advantage of unlimted call and text service for 30 days, it will cost him 645 pesos (115x3 for unlimited call plus 60x5 for unlited text)
what's worse is that for you to be able to use the unlimited call service, you will have to register the number that you are to call and send it to 889 then SMART will be the one to dial the number for you (you will not key in the number nad call by yourself) therefore you will have to wait for the call back of smart --- pag nakontak nya! just imagine the number of calls in queue before your call can get through..

SUN CELLULAR offered a less complicated service. 350 pesos for unlited calls and texts in 30 days. simple.

in the end of it all, the QUALITY of service is the most important. it is for you to judge what network gives us, the consumers, our money's worth. there is not much need for accusations and wars amongst the operators. they should focus on the BEST service they can give.

whew! i just wanted to give my comment on that issue.. i cant keep quiet about it.. haha.. coz its kinda making the economy suffer.. now i dont want to discuss about economics here so that simple explanationa bove is enough:P

im really missing my bebe.. :( sad.. he's coming back today though.. :( i hope to see him soon. i love you bebe..

2005-03-26T07:45:00.000+07:00

i couldnt access friendsters' blog that is why i cant update it.. it looks stupid now with only just one entry! haha.. anyhow,, my cousins were here yesterday.. they walked from pasig all the way up to antipolo!!!!!! whew!!!! anlayo nun!!! bad thing i wasnt able to join them (because of my knee) yess.. i have some kind of knee injury it is hard for me to walk, stand, run a lot.. lola na ko! haha..

so there.. la ako masabi coz i dont really wanna discuss the LENTEN SEASON (this has pre-occupied me these past few days) i dont wanna discuss it coz i dont wanna sound preachy or whatever.. it has something to do with belief.. i respect others and i dotn want to create any friction and reactions on my post so id rather rest my mind on that. whew!

everyone doesnt seem to have time to update their blogs! masyadong busy cguro:)

anyway,,

im currently missing my bebe right now,, *pout* i so0o0o0o0o0 misssssssssss him na... i dont have a fone to text him and he's in the province pa.. :(( sad...i wish hed be back soon coz i miss him na.. i love you bebe..

2005-03-24T17:22:00.000+07:00

i was inspired by what Father Larry Paraon said in his homily. it is about LOVE:

"...it is hard to love that is why it is a commandment.."
"it is by serving that you learn to love.."

i hope we all feel the true reason of this season.. have a blessed lent!

2005-03-21T06:25:00.000+07:00

my friend RAI is asking for help.. she needs our opinions on these stuff: (okay, im reposting it)

1. why are the Filipino youth politically cynical and inactive? discuss why you should (or not) be engaged in political activities (rallies, movements etc.) [please lang, wag kayong masyadong idealistic sa sagot. walang tama at mali ok?]
2. do you think there is such a thing as human nature that determines who you are? how would you look at your past, present and future if your life has no pre-ordained purpose? can you live joyfully in a world where any notion of God (i.e.,anything that represents absolute truth or center) is no longer necessary? and if you cannot accept such life or condition, why? explain.
3. create a dialogue between you and your future kid on the ffg:
-your kid is asking you what have you done for your country? he/she is an 18 y.o. activist seeking advise from you..what advice would you give?

post your comments here or go straight to her blog (the link is below my taggie) and post you r comment there!:P

there is no wrong answer so get your nuerons to work! think think think think!

hahaha...

ill tell you bout my day yesterday..:P

i took in the first contributing calorie! i had my first halo-halo this summer! haha.. then drank till i was tipsy..(that was my plan) but i never got tipsy! tsk tsk.. my sister was though, and she was singing like there was no tom!

kuya pesoj finally talked to my bout my fone! yipeeeeeee!!!! its coming soon and i gotta increase my patience in waiting for it!!!!!! thank you kuya!!!:P

the boys (or should i say men) of our family was so eager to see Manny Pacquiao's game (my dad in particular was so eager!) he was listening for the update in the radio and was constantly checking the updates in the net! then kristine was saying: "LOLO ADOL PAWAWAY K HA!" haha.. grabe.. they knew n that Manny lost hours before they watched the game.

oh well, in fairness to Manny, he looked tortured and he really did his best.. kita nmn eh! Morales was just so good coz everytime Manny would hit him, he would hit Manny back a couple more! grabe! you could really call it an ATTACK. haha..

shout outs:

BEBE, i miss you na.. sorry cant text you eh.. ingat lagi ha? i love you!

DADDY YO, happy birthday! i love you!!!!

JUSTIN, hoy! happy birthday!

BUGGY, mag-update ka!:P hehe

RAI, ttry ko rin magsagot ha?

un ln.. have a nice day everyone!:P

2005-03-20T06:53:00.000+07:00

rai took the tests too!!! haha.. kakatuwa kc magtest eh!!! pareho kming morpheus..:P

anyhoo..

its my uncle's birthday today and we are hading to his party after hearing mass..:) i wish to learn more about blogging.. really.. i dunno where the hell my archives went..:(

i guess it'll take a little more time for me to learn the art of blogging. (haha i call it art):P

doing nothing starts annoying me.. im not used to it kc.. and i dont want to be used to it either! hmmmm....

im wishing everyone a good day!!!:P *smiles*

2005-03-19T18:15:00.000+07:00

HMMM.. I WONDER WHERE MY ARCHIVES ARE.. HMM...

somethings new in FRIENDSTER.. my blog na.. haha.. i created mine in there just for the sake of creating it.. but i still wish and LOVE to maintain this BLOG.. I LOVE THIS BLOG.. I LOVE BLOGSPOT.. haha..

didnt see the graduation.. for some reason i just cant push myself to see it! i was so eager to see a while ago though; hmm... dunno what went wrong.. :P

i wanna know how to access my previous posts.. i wanna see the archives.. i need help! :P *smiles*

2005-03-19T06:53:00.000+07:00

weeehheee.. no classes today.. im gonna see MIS' graduation..:)

oh how i miss my hs life.. i remember the last time we sang the alma mater song.. the hugs.. awww..

anyhooo.. im in the computer early in the morning... i think im addicte to blogging.. haha...

im planning on changing my lay out again..! (fickle me! haha..)ill see if i can get a cute one..:P

i dont plan to work this summer,, know why? i deserve a reward! i deserve to rest (my bebe says so too.. hehe) after working my ass off the past school year into hitting the scholar list and to tutoring three kids.. whew! i had a really hectic schedule last school year! dont i deserve to taste the summer this time?? i do! hahah.. so i wont be working this summer! yipeeeeeee!!!!!!

id just give referrals to rai and my buggy.. they wanna work kc eh:P hey, you two, tell me what work you want.. i have contacts both for night/day shift:P tell me lang ha.. i still dont have a fone (i think its not coming until after the holy week) so you can just reach me here...:P leave you msg on the tagboard and please teach me how to add colors to that thing!

so there.. so much said for this morning.. i hate my mom for waking up so early... (coz when someone's up already, nagigising na ko khit nkhiga pa ko d n ko makatulog ulit) haaayyy... i hope i get to sleep in the afternoon!:)

cge na.. ill do my sister's make up pa eh.. she's going to attend the gradeschool graduation!:P

2005-03-18T18:11:00.000+07:00

here's another one:

Your Heart is Pink

What Color is Your Heart?
brought to you by Quizilla

haha.. this thing is fun!!!! i have a pink heart, a perfect girlfriend, a dominant kisser and am like a cocktail!:P ang saya..:P

2005-03-18T17:47:00.000+07:00

ahhaha... the quiz says im the:

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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2005-03-18T17:30:00.000+07:00

You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,
it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into
you playing the dominant role MEORW!

Quizilla

What kind of kiss are you?
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i think im getting fond of quizzes.. hahaha.. look at this one... it says im a dominant kisser.. hehe.. :P

here's another: what lies behind my eye's??? hmm...

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In your eyes, people see kindness... You're just
so... so... so... Sweet! You're kind and love
to give others in need, a helping hand. You're
pretty shy but can be warm and friendly towards
those you know, and those who know you best.
Your sanctuary would just be any place that is
warm, cozy, and inviting to all people. You
love to show signs of affection to your lover
but a small simple talk does the trick as well
;) Sadly, your kindness can be used to your
disadvantage. People can use you, and take
advantage over your sweet and sensitive
mind.... But fear not! With you being so kind
and generous, people look up to you and adore
you ^-^ No one would dare hurt you because they
can't bear the thought of your sweet smile
turning into a frown :)

What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
brought to you by Quizilla

haha.. im enjoying this.. :P ill take lots more.. :P ill post em later.. :P

2005-03-18T13:36:00.000+07:00

im answering lotsa quizzes.. hehe.. killing time!!!

look at the results:
1. which alcoholic drink am i?

Cocktail

?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
brought to you by 2.which precious gem am i?

! You are most Like A Sapphire !Dark, mysterious - but unforgettable. You have a
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2005-03-18T11:26:00.000+07:00

look!

Morpheus

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it says im Morpheus.. haha.. thats thrilling!:P

i wish bebe would finish his class soon.. im getting bored.. :(

2005-03-18T11:01:00.000+07:00

YIPEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! TERM IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!

it is officially SUMMER VACATION!:D

isnt that great? i had my last final exam a while ago.. and it was okay.. i guess i was so thrilled to finish the test i didnt really take it seriously.. haha.. economics 2 un.. pero ok din nmn.. :P

i so0o0o0oo0o0o0 loo0oo0o000ovvvvveeeeeeee it... hahaha.. i can smell the vacation..:P

oh! by the way, im okay now.. im over the depression stage.. haha.. :) wla ln cguro un.. i just got so affected by the book i couldnt detach myself from it.. i felt like the major character.. haha... ganun tlg.. kc nmn i tend to put all of myself intowhat i do kya i get affected easily..:)

anyhooo...

im glad i feel good now..!:)

yihaaaaaa!!! im reading a classic novel right now:) and i lo0o0ooveee it.. and romantic! haha..:)

im also waiting for my bebe to finish his subjects today so that we can go out. i asked permission from my rents and they agreed.. why not? its the last day of class.. i need to give myself a reward for all those hard work! hehe.. drama..:P

i hope i do get good grades this term.. nako! kakatkot!

clattered thoughts.. but im happy.. hehe.. :P

*smiles*

2005-03-16T08:47:00.000+07:00

i am really not in the mood to blog.. thats it.

2005-03-14T05:19:00.000+07:00

alright... i have finished the book but i had the one of the papers unfinished!okay.. okay.. its my fault.. but i cant help it! i just cant resist sheldon.. he works so good! grabe.. it was a fantastic work!

anyway....

i dunno what i am doing blogging this early.. yet i have a paper due today which is unfinished and i have a final exam.. funny thing is im not afraid to fail.. i sont feel anything.. i feel blank... everythings fine.. but IT IS NOT.

why the hell is it like this?

is it because of the book?

or what????

cant think of anything...

its just that i know that when i am not nervous of something, it will turn out to be outrageously negative,,

argh...

i hate this kind of feeling

but i hope id get over it soon..........

2005-03-14T00:23:00.000+07:00

the feeling still stays.......

but i managed to get through my final exam a while ago... im home again... feeling...........

lost!!!!! so0o0o0o0o lost!!!!

LOST!

2005-03-13T10:20:00.000+07:00

i so0o0o0oo00 wanted to have my fone.. argh! i hope id get it in two weeks time.. its sucks not having a fone and not being able to text my bebe.. :(

anyway...

yesterday was pamper me day!!!! my cuz (my parlor buggy) and i went to our fave salon and had our hair done.. she had a haircut and i didnt.. it doenst matter though, i like it this long:)

then we went to churh.. saw lotsa peepz we know.. PJAS' parents were seating in front of us... un nga lang, he wasnt there.. ahha.. bitter ba? nope. i just wanted to see him.. its been a long time and were friends nmn:)

so there.. i spent most of my day yesterday reading... im almost done with the sheldon books.. i think im able to predict the ending,, haha.. feeling ka-level ni sheldon ang thinking! haha.. kapal.. anyway, i want to know the ending na so i gotta finish it!

but before that, three of my papers are due tom and i have only finished 1! argh! i need to do both today! wish me luck!!!

ive got lotsa quizzes i took which i cannot place here.. hmmm... bkt kya? sana ma-post ko na.. nakaktuwa kc ung mga results.. :P

HAVE A NICE DAY EVERYONE!!!!!

2005-03-12T20:09:00.001+07:00

look at my love number:

Your Love Number is

2
Of all the numbers, you are the most caring and empathetic lover.Unselfish and humble, you find it easy to forgive your sweetie's mistakes.At times, your need to please can be come a bit too needy.As long as you remain somewhat independent, your relationships are perfectly balanced.

What Is Your Love Number?

2005-03-12T07:18:00.000+07:00

there has been problems with my blog yesterday i had to fix it pa.. and then the tagboard isnt working all the time! hmmm.. bkt kya?

anyway, im gonna tell you what happened yesterday..

i was off to ortigas at 10:45 and surprising arrived at 11:15! ha! that was too fast! as i was walking emerald avenue, i did not feel i missed it like the way i did before.. yeah.. i dint really miss ortigas or the work.. but i missed my co-workers.. then i went up prestige tower - the elevator ride took forever! mayn..

i was there and lanie was a bit busy so i waited till lunch break.. we had some puffs and went up the roofdeck.. it seems so lonely now.. i could imagine it with jhette and martha and jae and lanie and i all laughing during coffee breaks and lunch breaks.. the roofdek looked so blank. and i felt blank too.. haha..

i got what i needed from lanie and headed straight to mega mall to meet my bebe:) ahhh.. i was overwhelmed with his presence...its such a wonderful feeling - having the one you love right beside you!:P

we didnt know where to go - we cant watch a movie coz i cant stay long.. we wanted to sit on a couch but didnt know whre.. starbucks was outside and its hot in there.. if we were only in metroeast then wed know right away where to head - mocha blends. haha.. so we headed for cheesecake etc. and found a nice cozy spot.. violet pa ung seat! haha.. ang saya! we talked, made kulit and cuddled. :P

he gave me a chocolate and we headed home..:P

i went to arra and saw judee..;P

and then i read WINDMILLS OF THE GODS for the rest of the evening until i fell asleep..:P ahhh.. sidney sheldon never really fails to make me smile.. grabe.. he's such a good writer.. and that makes me think.. can i ever write/finish writing my own book?! mayn.. that is one of my frustrations.. i really really wanna write my own book..

so there.. i gotta go coz there are lotsa things lined up for me today...:P

iloveu bebe.. u take care! iloveu!

2005-03-11T06:35:00.000+07:00

i took these: look at the results:

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thats from the personality test..

and this one's from my good friend hannah: (funny she scored 86.plusplus% female than me.. haha)

Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

haahahaha..

2005-03-11T06:02:00.000+07:00

weeeeeeee!!!!! my final departmental exams are over and it feels so0o0o0o0o0 gooooodddddd!!!!!!!!!! hahahaah... that means im in to third year next year! wheew! thank God!

i was with my buggy yesterday.. yes.. i did reserve that day for her:P *hug* it was a beautiful day, and mayn didi i miss her! im glad she is my BESTFRIEND and i am so happy that she has finally found the ONE. yeah.. funny how we say that the one we are dating/the current boyfriend is really the ONE.... haha.. but as far as i can see, buggy is really happy and they are really in-love! all's well then! Just look out aljoe, for there are many people loving (as in friends ha?) my buggy.. and wed all go berserk if something happens!:P i told him that yesterday.. i fell he's a good man (naks man n tlg eh ndi boy!) and i feel he'd really take good care of my buddy!!!

ang saya!!

know why?

coz it has never happened that my buggy and i had a smooth sailing lovelife! really! ndi kmi nagkakasabay n may boyfriend.. either the one has and the other is miserable.. haha.. first time ito! and IM SO0OO0O0 HAPPY!!! we both have some lovin from the most important men in our lives (that includes my dad.. haha) besides, we do deserve some love!

ayan...

wala n nmn akong gagawin kya ngpopost n nmn ako ng mahaba.. haha..:P

i hope i get the phone kuya promised me! mayn.. its so hard when you do not have tour fone! argh!

id be going to pcsi today to fix some requirements:P id be seeing lanie! naks! another bonding moment! kasi nmn i owe so much to my friends na! ang susunod n kelangan kong bisitahin eh ung mga plm friends ko. grabe galit n din sila! i need to schedule that! i wanna see them too..

so there.. i hate myself for waking up early.. wla nmng pasok ang aga aga kong nagising.. hmp! but i know this is gonna be a great day!!!:P

bebe, thank you so much for all the love. thank you for all your efforts and for the surprises!:P i love you. i really do. *hug*

buggy, i misssed you!!!!!! looking forward to seeing you again!!!!! mwah!!!! you take care!!! :P

2005-03-09T06:27:00.000+07:00

im S-T-R-E-S-S-E-D!!

and i feel bad for not being able to see my buggy and not being able to be there for her the moment she needs me because of my damn fone..

that is busted again?!

what the f*ck!

argh...

:P

2005-03-03T05:07:00.000+07:00

weeee!!!! no post again for a long time.. haha..

know why?

the term is ending and my papers are piling up..

there are so0o0o0o many tests

i need to review a lot..

mayn..

i still havent finished my rxn paper and no matter how hard i try i cant finish it..

ohwell..

its our 13th monthsary today!!!! happy happy happy..:P

oh it feels so nice!!!

2005-02-17T16:26:00.000+07:00

ahh yess.. it feels nice when you have just woken from a complete nap.. :) *all smiles* ang sarap!!!

everything is fine now between bebe and me.. were good and were okay.. enough of those fights.. i have proven my point and his point and we are all well again.. *kiss* i love you bebe.. *kiss* haaayyy nako that guy!! i really love him no matter what i do!! grabe!!! thank you nga pla bebe for that long stemed rose you gave me last hearts day.. and that country style fave of mine!!! *kiss ulit* thank you!!! and then thank you for the mocha mocha treat!! i love you..:P

ang sarap tlg ng feeling pag kumpleto tulog!! haha.. i have just finished one of the requirements i am to pass to steve tom and then after this ill be reviewing for my business law quiz!! ayt.. hten afterwards id read my acctg book.. yay!! so many things to do but i feel so good im in the mood to hit my books!!!

ang saya saya!!

bati n kmi, nakatulog ako and waaaahhhhh ang saya tlg!!!

hihi.. *laughs*

2005-02-16T21:04:00.000+07:00

What a long day… mayn.. I started out my usual time.. I was battling with my tissue roll the moment I went out of the house.. (because I had been sick again last weekend I need to carry with me tissue to blow my nose) so there… I wanted the box separate from the roll and I needed to put it out.. after a few minutes I had done it but half of the tissue was out of the roll to.. hahaha.. what a beautiful day this is gonna be I told myself..

It was indeed beautiful..

Why?

So many things happened:

One: there was no quiz in business law!!!! *smiles* yipeeeeee!!!!! I was not able to study my lessons well yesterday so that was so good of sir Fuentes to postpone the quiz till Friday.. that gives me Thursday to catch up on three chapters!!:P

Two: There was a quiz in Economics. Although I was not prepared I still scored a hundred *bow* haha.. dont you think im good? Oh well.. haha..

Three: There was no classes in accounting *whew* but there were tons of homework given..

Four: the past haunts me.. why is it like that? I have been trying very hard (and have been successful for the past years) to forget about my arrrrrggggghhhh ex and yet he still haunts me. Memories of him still does. His car, the school, the stuff we do, the people around remind me of him.. it seems like everything is related to him even in the slightest way.. arghhhhhhhh

Could you just imagine? I have finally come face to face with ANGEL GARCES. And who is Angel? A very long story, but to cut it short, Angel is on controversial girl in the life of my buggy and I. Funny nga eh.. its just like Friendster. A friend of mine is Angel’s friend and buggy and I are connected to baboy and baboy to angel again.. small world huh? GRABE. That baboy is really a born liar. I hate him for what he did in the past and for haunting me now!!!!!! Arghhhhhhh……

Five: JAN greeted me twice!! Haha.. *blush* hihihi… soo0o0o0o happpppyyyyy.. havent seen him kc for a long time.. he is still as gorgeous as ever.. ang gwapo!! At take note, highest sa acctg departmental!!:P

Six: cherlynne had her bday blow-out today.. advance happy butdei che che!!! Thanks for the lift me up food!!!:P

Seven: there was a really cute guy in jollibee.. un ln.. hehe..

Eight: I had been bragging about how good my bebe was to cheche and fruits (my closest friends in colej) on our way back to school after lunch..

Fruits: Ah c joseph mabait.
Me: ay nako, ang bait bait talaga nun sobra
Che: kaya nga.. mahirap pag nawala xa
Me: oo nga.. baka d ko makayanan..

And then when I called up bebe we had a fight.. whats up with that? A premonition? Or irony of my words “mabait xa”?

We had been talking about a school requirement which I need to pass tom and which he has not yet done for me.. okay so it is not his job to do my projects of whatever but he volunteered!!! It went like this:

Boy: eh ano ba kc ilalagay dun?
Me: ganito nga blah blah blah blah
Boy: Kelangan b tlg totoo?
Me: hndi.. kya nga blah blah blah
Boy: Kelangan b tlg totoo? (again)
Me: ang kulit. Hndi nga eh diba kya nga pwedeng ikaw…

After many more talk

Me: cge ako n ln gagawa.
Boy: eh un nmn pla eh. Pwede nmn palang ikaw.

Argh..

I dunno but I hate the way he said it. “pwede nmn plang ikaw” fine. He should not have told me he is willing to help!!! Badtrip.

So badtrip n nga ako.. but I still went to my students.. those students make my day.. really.. kahit n mejo masakit sa ulo ung mga not-so-intelligent ones na un mahal ko ung mga yun!!:P hehe..

They were so0o0o kulit! One of them asked “ate Dona, cno c kopong-kopong?” haha… how are you gonna answer? So I just said “wala. Expression ln un ibig sabihin matagal na, luma na, noon pa.. ganun” and then she replied “aaahh.. parang tralala..”

How cute.. children can be so cute.. they really make me smile!!!:)

Then one of them said “Ate Dona, may bakla po ba na manok?” hahahah.. grabe.. kaloka ung mga batang un!!

So there.. went home, fetched my mom from daddy yo, had small talk there, had dinner and then family prayer time and now im here sharing my thoughts!!! *smile*

A very loooooooooonnnnnnggggg tiring daaaaaaayyyyy for meeeeee.. but im happy.. and it is a beautiful day even if bebe said those hurtful words!!:) haaaaaaaayyyyyyy…… i wanna rest my mind and get ready for school tom!!!:)

2005-02-14T06:01:00.000+07:00

HAPPY HEARTS DAY EVERYONE!!!!!

whew!

2005-02-09T15:31:00.000+07:00

so there was no update for a looooooooong time.. i just dont feel like blogging and i have been so0o0o0o occupied with lotsa stuff..:P

but i am in the mood now coz i feel good!!! *smiles* aaaahhhh yesssss.. finally, i am reaping the fruits of my hard labor in that damn business law subject..:) i got 92 in the departmental exams.. topnotcher!!! hahahaah...:) iam so0o0o happy.. coz if u dont know, business law is one tough subject and the professor sucks..:P it is also one of the seven board exam subjects i am to take when i graduate!!! whew!!! now i truly believe that if you do exert efforts, there would be justice:P

there is still justice in this world!!! wahahaha..

i dont make much sense here but i want to write!!!

uhmm...

speaking of writing, IM BACK INTO IT!!! YES!!! that is also one of the reasons why i wasnt able to update this for so long..:) i am back to having my journal.. haha those childish stuff:P but it makes me feel good whenever i am able to write my multifarious thoughts whenever and wherever i want to.. but still, i decide to keep this!:)

bebe and i celebrated our first year as a couple:) *smiles* it was a simple day.. nothing extravagant.. we just enjoyed each other's company.. it feels great to have someone by your side who would cuddle, kiss, hug and just be there for you... haaaayyy.. i love u bebe!!:) last sunday, he went over.. it was so sweet of him to come over with a very short notice. while we were talking, i just blurted "bebe punta ka dito" then voom! he was at my doorstep *snaps* sweet..:)

iam so happy for my buggy!! she has finally found the one (ironic how we always say that the present guy is the one) but this time i think i really do that they will be forkeeps!! lets not jinx it though.. i just wish them all the best!!! i miss you buggy!! lav yah!!!:P

i feel bad for tito mike.. he suffered stroke last monday.. it makes my heart skip to see and hear about people suffering stroke having lost my grandfather to it.. mayn.. its hard.. lets pray for tito mike pls..

haaaaaayyyyy... i have always had clattered thoughts.. right? i jump from one topic to the next.. hahaha.. *wink*

2005-01-21T09:29:00.000+07:00

Warning: this is a long post.

Oh well, I guess I now have the time to post my thoughts and my updates (not quick updates) in here coz im all free.. and I hope I don’t enter the “bum-mode”..

DEATH
Last Saturday, January 15th, my family attended one of our relative’s funeral services in Pasig. it was melancholic (naturally) I hate the fact that I wasn’t able to sleepover with my cousins the night of the last wake. I wasn’t able to go so I spent Friday night here in antipolo and we (my dad and shai) went straight to Pasig Saturday morning.

Death is really a painful experience for the one’s left behind. “LEFT BEHIND” in that sense makes it even more painful… it means it will only be YOU without your loved one going through all – happiness, pain, suffering, bliss, ALL.. but on the contrary, DEATH is the beginning of a life with HIM. (those who believe) This life iam looking forward to when my time comes:)

The priest during the funeral mass said a couple of things that didn’t leave my head:
“There are three things that dead people say: thank you, good bye, see you in heaven”
It means thank you for the love you have given me, good bye for I wont be with you physically and see you in heaven for it is where we will be after death…

How beautiful is that?

I just wish all of us could be in the same beautiful place with God after our lives here:)

From another funeral mass I have heard the priest say “Life is short. Do not make it shorter” Yes this is absolutely true. Isnt it? Life is short and if we spend each day doing useless, nonsense, inept, hopeless and pathetic things we make life shorter than it should be. Thus, we will not enjoy the beauty hat life brings:)

It is sad to know that we people only realize the true value, meaning, substance and weight of a person in our lives when he/she is gone. How unfortunate that we were not able to show our love for them.

I wish I will be able to tell all the people in my life (yes all) all those I dearly love, the friends that were always there and those who weren’t, the people who only wish me badluck and never really wanted me in their lives, and the people I have touched that they are all important and that I love them:)

*sigh*

STO. NINO
It was the feast of Senior Sto. Nino last Sunday and I found it rather funny that some people think that Sto. Nino is a different saint or is the brother of Jesus Christ.

Nope.

He is not any saint. He is the image of Jesus when He was still young. In other words, He is the young Jesus Christ.
It is a shame that catholics barely know it. Argh. I do not wish to argue about religion and id rather rest my mind on that but my stand is: the fact that catholics are not responsible for reading and knowing the doctrine of the catholic church is the sole reason why they are bamboozled and hoodwinked by the others. That’s it.

MY MULIFARIOUS THOUGHTS:
1. I think MIS should really expel that guy (I don’t want to drop names.. baka kc ung ibang tao jan eh ndi n nmn makaintindi na hindi dapat nag-s-squeal.. TULOY NAPAPASAMA AKO AT UNG ATE KO .. KUNG GUSTO MO MAG-SQUEAL, WAG MO N ITULOY ANG PAGBASA. YOU ARE FREE TO LEAVE NOW). I cant imagine my alma mater has gone that worse. Sure, when we were there, the school already sucks and I do know that they do not offer good education to us. they barely teach nga eh!! Mayn.. no wonder .. look at the products.. grabe..

good for my sister, she wouldn’t be working there next year. she’s going to work at ABS. Haaaayyy.. sobrnag pangit ng system dun sa sch n un.. I cant figure out why they are so afraid to expel students.. asar.. “untouchables” pa ang term.. mayn.. not because you pay the tuition fee in cash eh you are free of violations!

Lets leave that thing behind. Its annoying.

2. Yesterday, on my way home, I saw my buggy’s ex crush.. COURT. He was still as gorgeous as before.. but I never really liked him.. I just agree to the fact that he really is gorgeous and crushable.. lalo n while on COURT. We talked for a while:

me: ui, court musta?
Him: ok ln, kaw? San k ngayon?
Me: sa psba
Him: suave. Andun c juls ah
Me:onga. Pati c nick, kuya rj, etc.
Him: suave.
Me: kw sn k punta?
Him: uwi n ko.
Me: aga ah!
Him: matutulog ako eh.
Me: ako rin eh. Cge. Antaba mu ngayon!
Him: onga eh.

Ayun. That was it.:) I believe na mas gorgeous xa ngayon and that he was more macho-gwapito!! Yummy!! Hehe.. joke ln!!:)

3. have you ever encountered people who does not feel that you want to be alone and that it would be better if they quit talking? Nako. Unfortunately, I have that kind of friend in school,,, tsk tsk tsk tsk… no matter how I show her that I wanted to study and that I don’t want to talk muna, she wont stop!! She would go on and on and on.. “dona, ung balh blah blah blah… tapos blah blah blah blah… mayn.. so hard to bear with her!!! I hope I dotn lose my patience one of these days.:P

4. after a year of blogging, I still haven’t mastered this thing. There are still so many features that I have not been using and I still dont know how to post pictures.. mayn.. I hope to learn it soon..:P

5. I hate myself for being sick. I got this on the last day of 2004 and I hate to say that I am still suffering from cough and colds.. oh my, January is almost over and I am still sick… haaayyy..

6. Bebe’s dad left for the states yesterday. I told him I will not be able to bear it if it was my dad who is going to leave. Thank god those days were over when my dad has to work abroad.. buti n ln dito n xa..:) finances are little compared to the times he was abroad but it is so0o0o0o0o okay.. it is better this way than him far away from me:) ilove u papa!!!:)

7. I am going to read ziai’s wizard of oz today.. how great is that? I haven’t really read the story of that. I have just seen it..:) now I will see if the book is better than the movie:)

8. it is sister’s day out today!!! I will meet my sister later after work and we go out tonight… yipeeeeee!!!!! Haven’t done this for so long!!!:)

9. after being so busy the past months, I barely know the feeling of being idle. Coz as you know, my schedule is just so tight. I go to class from 7:30-12, get home by 1, eat rest a little and head for my tutorials.. that will not be over until 7. im home around 7 (if they do not have much assignments) have a little chat with my family about the day and updates about each other, eat dinner, pray (which lasts until 45 mins) by this time, it is already 9 in the evening. Then id talk to bebe and sleep right after putting the phone down. The next day, it will be like that again..

sometimes when I am alone (especially in sunken) I want to get out of my routine and be free but then, now that I do not have anything to do, I do not want to be idle..

my dad told me that God gave these things to me and that I should maximize all the blessings that He gives. My dad sure gives me a lot of strength.. and that makes me face everyday with a smile:)

10. Speaking of smile, I changed my lay out!!!!! (as if you haven’t seen.. harhar) it fits me right.. coz I have also figured out that I am the type of person that smiles back when you smile at me..:) and this lay out seems a lot lighter than the other one…:) I just don’t know how to get a nice tagboard.. harhar..:P but that one’s okay as long as it is working:P

11. Bebe made me smile last Wednesday. He said he wanted to wish me goodluck and I was so touched that he went all the way from benilde to psba just to say that to me before my exam.. how sweet is that? And after the exams, he went back again just to see me.. aaaaaawwwwwww… I love you bebe:P

12. whew!! I have been saying a lot of things already.. I guess I should reserve the others for the next blog entry…:P

ciao!!! Have a nice day everyone!!!!!!!!!!:P

whew!

2005-01-21T06:44:00.000+07:00

midterm departmental exams are over!!!!!! yipeeeeeee!!!!!!!

business law was easier than i thought.. damn.. i studied harder for that subject p nmn... mayn.. but it was all good because i was able to answer every question with ease..:)

ang accounting.. AS ALWAYS... WAS SO HARD!!!!!! grabe.. i never realized i was solving for so long not until the proctor said that pass your papers and then the bell rang.. of course i wasnt able to finish..:( mayn.. sana pumasa ko dun.. kahit 85 ln ok n:P hehe..:) oh well, mahirap tlg!!

im still happy that those friggin exams are over na!!!!!:P

ang saya saya!!!!!!! im on a three day vacation!!!!:P no classes today!!!!!!!!!!! hurraaaaaayyyyy!!!!!!!!!:)

new skin

2005-01-17T06:47:00.000+07:00

haha.. ive changed my lay-out coz it kinda bores me to see the same things all the time.. so there.. it is now hot pink!!!!:P i just hate to see the tagboard.. look at it doesnt it suck?? mayn.. ill try to do something about it when ive got time:)

oh well, ive got lotsa things in mind but i wish to share it some other time..:)

buggy what happened to ur blog??

have a nyc day everyone!!!:)

a long post:)

2005-01-14T21:52:00.000+07:00

i was off my blogger for almost two weeks.. i check it though but i just dont feel like writing a new entry.. :P

evrything was well anyway..:) bebe is back here and we celebrated our 11th monthsary together.. i was of course back in school and hell was there so0o0o0o many quizzes... damn professors.. giving quizzes all at the same time!!

my students are not doing very well in school.. not the way i was expecting them to.. i hope they get good grades in the next 2 quarters:)

i am very happy about what is happening to my family right now.. we have now built that habit of sitting down and praying all together.. oh what a beautiful feeling!!! to see all your loved ones together at peace:) we have not missed a day since december and i hope this carries on till forever.. it feels so light when you put God in the middle of everything.. there has always been smiles in the house and the ambiance was so peaceful:)

oh well, let me tell you what happened today:

it was a happy day:)

i paid my tuition fee which iam proud of because it was my own money:) yes iam paying for my tuition fee and my studies.. i love being independent:) it makes me feel useful:P

i met bebe (i thought i will not be able to see him this week thats why i was sad last night) we stayed in up and just laughed our hearts out... in there i have had some realizations:

realization number one: up sunken garden is such a heavenly place!!! it is so realxing, the
atmosphere is good, you can sit anywhere you want and the breeze was so cool.. i just love it there.. imagine how lucky we are to have that kind of place..:) i just love it!!

realization number two: i truly love joseph angelo... yes that is true.. when he sat by my side a while ago all the sadmess i felt suddenly left me.. it was as if he absorbed it.. no matter waht people would say and will say..nothing can ever change it.. i love you bebe:)

realization number three: bebe and i could make our schedules meet!!!:) yey!! thats one good reason to smile!!!!!

realization number four: Red Ribbon in Metroeast has the poorest service ever!!!!! argh!!!

realization number five: i think some children are going berserk.. haha.. i saw someone awhile ago (a child about 12 yrs old) cutting a tree using a small pair of scissors.. that was uh.. uh.. what do u think???

realization number six: i hate my fone more than ever but would not like to change it:) (ironic..) oh well, that is so0o0o true.. i hate it and i love it.. :)

realization number seven: i have my true friends in intramuros!!!!! and i have to admit i so0o0o0o0ooo0o0o0o0o misssssssssss them!!!!!! they called me yesterday and man was i so0o0o0o touched.......i love you and please forgive me for not visiting.. i miss you guys!!!!!!!

*sigh*

i wish to write more but i guess id reserve it for the next blog entry:)

wish me luck for my midterm exams...

i love u bebe!!:)

first day

2005-01-03T06:28:00.000+07:00

oh yes... no matter how i convince myself that i really need to go to school and that classes are resuming today, it just cant dawn to me.. mayn.. MAY PASOK N...:(

i shouldnt really be sad though.. maybe if i didnt have cough, colds and fever id really be excited to go to school and do my usual stuff.. i have to admit i missed school and the kids im teaching..:) i gotta see them soon!! (thanks arra for that wonderful doggie)

mayn...

i hate to admit that i wasnt able to accomplish any school requirement for the past 2 weeks.. tell me, is vacaton enough or not or i was just lazy to do it? ill choose all.. hehe:) vacation is not enough although it seems enough and mayn was i lazy!!!:P

back to the cramming days.. wish me luck and wish me well..

haaayyy.. before i forget, its our 11th monthsary today!!!:) thanks for everythig bebe.. i love you!!! muah!! c ya later!!:)

last day:)

2004-12-31T21:00:00.000+07:00

it is indeed 2004's last day today... a year that has been very meaningful for me, my family and my bebe..:)

a lot of things happened this year and its ending seems devasting.. deaths has been everywhere, not only here in the philippines but all over the world. To me, a death also occured. for it is on this day that my friendship with sham finnally dies. YES you are reading it right.. it is the END of EVERYTHING. he is leaving for the states a few days from now and i have been trying (actually we-- my buggy and i) have been trying to get in touch with him so that we could at least catch up and have formal goodbyes before he leaves... but what do we get??!!! ---> simple. THE USUAL SHAM STUFF.. now i do not need to elaborate on this because it is of less importance..:) the more important matter is that i have considered him dead.:) morbid as it may seem but i do not care less:)

oh well, along with FPJ, Rio diaz and all the other dead people this year, he dies:)

2004 has been a very challenging year... so many things happened... all of which i am very thankful for.. some of them caused me so much pain and some so much happinness.. all of those i thank god for He has planned them for me and i have always believed that He is here in my life..:)

the year is about to end in a few hours.. it will never be 2004 again.. oh how time flies!!!:) i look forward to a more prosperous, peaceful, and happy year..:)

WELCOME 2005!!!:)

its christmas day!!!!

2004-12-25T08:04:00.000+07:00

merrry christmas everyone!!!:) i believe there are no reasons for frowning today:)

i was very touched with the homily last night that all my fears and worries were lifted and i felt very light.. as light as a feather.. all because of Jesus...:) thank you soo0o much baby Jesus!!:) i love you!!:)

may everyone have a beautiful day.. and let us not waste time.. let us tell our loved ones we love them.. this might be the last time we could say it:)

ILOVEYOU ALL!!!:) HAVE A BLESSED CHRISTMAS!!:)

:) :) :) :)

2004-12-24T18:35:00.000+07:00

A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!!!!!!!!!

..... even to those who did nothing but hurt me and my sister..

....even to those who had been badmouthing me...

... to the people who are such dumb asses....

harhar

im still greeting you a merry christmas!!!

why??

because it is because of YOU that Jesus was born.. to save you from all your sins and the bad thoughts about people..

next year though, i would wish that you lead more meaningful lives... your beliefs does not justify the actions that you do.. it is not because you have everything that you can act that way... iam sorry but you DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING in His eyes..

i do not want to continue for it lessens my poise and my dignity.. for WE ARE NOT IN THE SAME LEVEL.. someday YOU WILL REALIZE HOW DIRTY YOU ARE..

but still,

merry christmas!;p

bebe: i love you soo0oo0o0 much... thanks for being my strength and thanks for all the love:) i love you... :) merry christmas to you and to mummie julie:)

to my ate: they are losers.. dont mind them:)

missing someone

2004-12-18T09:23:00.000+07:00

oh yes.. i am definitely missing my bebe.. :(

its our first christmas as a couple and we cant celebrate it together..

how lonely can that be???

and to end the miserable day i had yesterday, i dropped my fone because i was crying.. maybe i forgot i was talking to someone it fell straight to the ground... the result??? IT IS NOW A FLASHLIGHT... yeah... so how many fones should i lose before i get to stick to one??!!!!!

mayn...

how shitty can things get???

just as when christmas is fast approaching...

my world seems to go upside down...

on the other hand, this may be a good way to end the year.. to leave all the frustrations i had and the pain ive felt...

maybe next year will be alot better

more blessings

more love

more hope

more smiles

more laughter...

for now, ill hold on to that MORE thing..

but i really need my bebe's hug... i love you be.. i love you! u take care!!!:)

oh well

2004-12-17T20:04:00.000+07:00

*sigh*

oh well

ive been a lot today.. and i feel baaadddddd.. :(

yeah...

its like

its like

its like

its like

damn...

shit...

i feeeeeeeeelllllllll baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadddddddddddd....................

miserable........

hurt.....

troubled......

tired.....

:(

and i miss my bebe..........

merry christmas everyone

harharhar

2004-12-04T23:39:00.000+07:00

its been a while!!! i missed blogging..

harhar

it was almost a month and all ive gotta write is:

HARHARHARHARHARHAR

yeah... so forgive me please... mediocrity strikes and i cant help it:)

but heres one thing: im all good.. nothings bothering me right now.. school is very good, my students are too.. bebe and i are doing great (1oth monthsary yesterday), my family and i are great too.. so nothings wrong.. no whinings for this day, past few days and hopefully in the near future:)

so there...

that was a quick update..:)

i might chnage my skin tonight:)

i missed u blog!!

:)

2004-11-08T18:56:00.000+07:00

nothing.. i hate some guy... HE IS SO0O0O0O0 ANNOYING..

FOR YOUR INFROMATION, YOU ANNOY ME DUMB ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET THE HELL OUTTA MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!

why?!

2004-11-07T04:07:00.000+07:00

oh mayn.. i failed to update my blogger for the past week? you know why? i just dont know!!!!! i write entries but end up erasing half of it before i post them.. no whow do you like that??

argh

but nonetheless, i would still try to update you:

Mon: went down to pasig to vist my lolo's grave.. we stayed there till 2.. i bonded with my cousins.. after which we went straight to our lady to visit my lola.. i saw hi-c.. (nonesense)

Tues: took good care of my sister.. she was very sick (and still sick).. i brought her to the doctor in the afternoon to have her checked..:) good sister am i not?? hahaha..

Wed: started tutorials with those kids.. amp..

now mayn, i just cant do it.. :( ;( :( ;(

ate kalet and i went to the salon yesterday for some pampering.. it was nice..

argh....

you know why???

its four am and i cnat get myself to sleep.. its just so damn cold im freezin!!!!!!! :x

:)

2004-10-31T10:13:00.000+07:00

it was the 24th wedding anniversary of my mum and dad yesterday..:) im so proud and happy for them.. how I wish id have the same fruitful marriage they had when I grow up (am I not a grown up yet? harhar)

I thought they were going to go out on a date and celebrate by themselves but they decided to do it with the three of us.. thanks mom and pop!!:)

We went to ortigas to drop by the gethsemane office.. there was a car sale in there so my dad and I (I being his bunso and the one hed like to be a boxer.. haha) went to see some good cars..:) he wanted to buy a van and I wanted a car.. we saw this very fine besta.. the interiors were great, the air- con was good, the seller was nice and we want it na.. they had a deal and I hope it will push through:)

Afterwards we went to a mall, had some stroll and bought some stuff (I bought school things for the next semester.. this thing thrills me.. harhar.. I love preparing for school..) my dad bought my mum a good pair of shoes (I was with my dad) and then we saw them (my mum, shy and ate).. we decided to play tricks on them and when we approached we saw my mum was buying a gift for my dad.. haha.. huli!!!:P

I think my mum and dad was so sweet..:)

We had dinner at max’s. I was so full!!! Mayn.. grabe sakit sa chan.. harhar.. we say jt and his family… ANG GWAPO GRABE.. hahaha.. he said hi and my parents and himhad a chat.. Max’s atmosphere was not cozy as it used to be.. we ate in Tikling coz the services in Max’s antipolo is not good.

dad was saying on our way home that they never realized they’d go this far..

“nung 2 years na kami ang saya saya na namin.. tapos nag 4.. ngayon 24 na!! Alam mo talaga kung sino ang para sayo.. mararamdaman mo yon eh”

isn’t that love? Ohwell, im proud of them.. I know they have had so many misunderstandings and it was not all smooth road for them but they are still here standing firm…

popsie said that it is because of GOD. He really is great and He never stops blessing me and my family.. Thank you po!!!:)

speaking of “the one for you” I came across this selection still from ‘the next 500 stories’:

INDIVIDUAL DIGNITY
The Sunday school teacher had ended the Bible Story. Now she was trying to get the children to play some of it back to her.
So she started out with a general question, “Why do you think, God loves us very much?”
No answer…
The children’s foreheads were all wrinkled in thought. So the teacher repeated the question, “Why does god love us – so very much?”
Suddenly little Sussie’s hand shot up. Without the slightest doubt, she blurted out, “because He has only one of each of ut.”
ONLY ONE OF EACH OF US..
How about that!
Someone has said that in this world there are no two people exactly alike and both of them are glad about it. Perhaps God is, too.

I definitely agree.. and maybe the reason for us not having someone like us is that we would find a perfect pair.. just like a piece of puzzle perfectly fitted.. you both cannot be alike or else you will not fit in together.. isn’t the selection full of meaning??:)

Ohwell, I m gonna watch Jackie chan adventures first aryt?? Harhar..

Speaking of chan, buggy was asking for his number nights ago.. (make that dawn).. buggy, I do not know!!! Haven’t talked to him for so0o0oo0 long.. wats ur prob ba? Why don’t you share.. hmmm… kaw ha? Bka zsa zsa zsu’s nanaman yan!!:P harhar..

update update!!!

2004-10-27T17:17:00.000+07:00

Update update!!!:) its been a while.. its really hard when mediocrity strikes.. I cant push my fingers to write.. hahah..

A lot of things happened and I wish to inform you all..:)

First, my dog died last Friday..:( it was the second dog I lost.. the first one I lost to a pog and this one I don’t know why.. we were still playing early Friday morning.. I gave him food and I left him sleeping when I came home from my tutorials they just told me that he’s gone.. oh well, maybe God does not want me to have a pet dog.. I should have taken care of him better..:(

Only two of my class cards were released last Friday so I had to go back today for the others.. and unfortunately, two are still unreleased.. I got good grades this term.. yipeeeeee!!!! Except for the two I haven’t seen..:) hehe.. All were from line 1 except one.. my Accounting subject!! Hahahah.. but its okay.. my dad said thanks and I did wellJ he loves me for that!J hehe.:) I hope id also do good this coming term.. gusto ko na rin kasing matapos magcollege!!!

Second semester would be a bit tough (I think) because my load is getting heavier.. I hope I can make it without sacrificing the responsibility of tutoring three kids.. oh well, I know and I believe that God is and will help me get through this..:)

So there.. bout bebe naman.. we were okay last week.. we spent the whole day together last Sunday here in Antipolo.. we did lotsa things..:) I cooked for him, cuddled, kissed, went to the parlor, cuddled some more, kissed again and again and again and again.. (haha) went to Ynares and had a long walk.. oh how I missed him!!! Sem break ko kc tapos xa walang term break.. wawa naman.. kaya we seldom see each other and I don’t want to go to Manila..:) hehe.. anlayo layo kc eh!!:P

Last night we had a petty fight.. but its all okay now.. maybe because we’re both pressured. Him – midterm week nya kc ngayon and me because of my worries about Accounting.. im glad worrying is all over now.. I just have to praise and thank God for the wonderful semester he blessed me..:) and once again ask for guidance for a new semester..:)
Ate Jen just passed the Mechanical engineering board exam yesterday!!! Congratulations cuz!! Im next in line!! Sana kasing talino mo ko para pumasa rin ako!!!:) just like what my dad said, its time for you to reap all the hardships and this is surely a beginning of a bright future..:) congratz!!!:)

Nako.. ako na nga ang next in line sa mga magboboard exam sa pamilya namin.. *shivers* pero kaya ko yun!! Hehe.. fighting spirit!!!:) goodluck to me..:)

That’s all for now..:)

Ay, forgot something.. BUGGY!!! You’ll get over your zsa zsa zsu’s soon.. im sure of it!! Normal ln yan.. You take care and I miss you much!!!:)

2004-10-20T07:27:00.000+07:00

Christmas is around the bend..:)

Last night, while I was walking home, I felt the soft December breeze through my body.. I suddenly realized the Christmas is really fast approaching!!! Its getting colder and colder here in antipolo.. how lucky we are to have such a great weather up here!!! I looked around and saw how blessed with trees our subdivision was!! Hahha.. lucky us we have less polluted air to breathe not unlike down there.:)

So there.. that DAMN TECHNICIAN gave me a fone which I can use for the time period that he will be fixing my fone.. ay nako!! I HONESTLY SERIOUSLY DOUBT that he can still fix it.. argh… but at least I have something to use..

Bebe and I have been abusing sun cellular’s 24/7.. haha.. this service is really good!!!!!! But sometimes, the signal runs low (not in my place but in bebe’s).. its okay though because you get the service for free..:) ryt?

Im listening to 214 right now.. haha.. how I missed this song!!! It has soo0o0 much memories with it.. those painful/ happy days.. hahah.. im glad bebe and I are still here.. 8 months and still counting.. hehe..:) bebe, I love you!!!

I hope id be more productive today than yesterday.. hehe.. I got lotsa zzzzzz yesterday..:) nyahahaha… yes I wanna be more productive today.. I wanna fix my room and id get our spare television set and place it there so everything will be set when bebe and I will be talking during the night.. I’ll be lying comfortably, the television on and talking to him..:)

*Yawn* oooopss..

hahaha.. im planning to be productive and what I get in response from my body is a yawn.. hahaha..

goodluck to me!

2004-10-19T07:36:00.000+07:00

Oh what a nice feeling it is when you get to talk to the one you love..:)

Bebe called early this morning.. ang sarap pakinggan ng boses nya!!hahahaha.. ay nako.. the signs of falling in love nga naman.. diba? You tend to think of that person the WHOLE TIME.. not just the whole day but the whole time :) hahaha.. eto nay un.. the ultimate sign of falling in love..

Last night, we had a little fight.. it was not a fight actually.. I guess (we thought so) that that matter was really DUE for discussion.. I mean if he had not brought that topic up, it could have ended up in a BIGGER MORE COMPLICATED fight so thank you bebe for being so understanding.. salamat po.. I know you have already digested the things we have talked about last night plus I have faith in you..:) I love you!!!

So there…

I still do not have my fone.. DAMN THAT TECHNICIAN!!! I HATE YOU MAN!! I HATE YOU!!!

You know what happened? I went to his shop last Sunday to have my cp’s microphone fixed.. he was not abloe to fix it so I went home.. on the way home I could not call or text anyone although the I have 5 full bars of signal.. in short, he was able to DESTROY the signal.. argh.. so I went back that same day.. he was not there.. they said he went to some baptism and that I should go back the next day.. and so I did… I patiently went to him yesterday.. he was not able to fix it in the morning so he asked me to go home and get it in the evening.. I went there in the evening .. and THE FONE IS NOT YET FIXED.. THE HELL.. WHEN WILL HE FIX IT????!!!!!!! He is asking me to go back today.. damn that guy.. I hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want my fone back.. I want to text my bebe na…

Oh well, class cards are due on the 22nd.. mayn.. I hope I did get good grades.. or lemme rephrase that to “I hope I made good grades” argh.. im afraid I didnt do good this term!!! Lord please give me good grades… please..

a new week:)

2004-10-18T07:10:00.000+07:00

A new week..:) I hope this week will be a lot better than last weekJ haha… I didnt say last week was not good.. it was just like NOTHING.. maybe because I dont get a chance to talk to my bebe as often as before and I SO0O0O0O0O MISSSSSSSSSS HIM!!!!!!!!! Argh..

Speaking of NOTHING… I came across a nice poem while reading the next 500 stories by Franklin Mihalic, SVD.. and I wanna share it with you:

THE NOTHING PEOPLE
They do not lie;
They just neglect to tell the truth.
They do not take;
They simply cannot bring themselves to give.
They do not steal;
They scavenge.
They will not rock the boat;
But did you ever see them pull an oar?They will not pull you down;
They’ll simply let you pull them up.
They do not hurt you;
They merely will not help you.
They do not hate you;
They merely cannot love you.
They are the nothing people:
The sins-of-ommision folk
The neither-good-nor-bad
And therefore-worse.
Because the good, at least keep busy trying
And the bad just try as hard.
Both have that character
That comes from caring, action and conviction.
So give me every time
An honest sinner or even a saint.
But God and Satan, get together
And protect me from nothing people.

Okay.. so I fear using NOTHING again.. I dont want to be a NOTHING PERSON.. hahaha… I need not elaborate on it, do i?

I just hate the part of the poem where the author asked the help of Satan.. argh…it is not needed right?

So there.. ill be posting a few more stuff I read and come across.. the stuff which I think are good literature and good sources of inspiration..:) arytie??

Have a great week everyone!!!

2004-10-17T08:20:00.000+07:00

I wasn’t able to see my plm friends because of my tummy.. it was hurting and I was giving off loose bowel.. argh… but I felt a lot better in the afternoon that’s why I was able to go out with my cuzin cutie in the afternoon..

We went to mega mall to eat.. and there was a FLOOD OF PEOPLE.. mayn.. andaming tao!!! Kc MAY SALE.. little did those people know that everytime there is a sale.. there is also a markup on the SALE PRICE.. haha.. so tinutubuan pa rin sila.. thus, HINDI NA SALE YUN.. anyway, I don’t care if they purchase on sale or not.. its their thing.. hahaha…J just wanna let these feelings outJ

So there… haven’t mentioned that I went to confession last Tuesday.. it is almost a week and I wanted to analyze if I had been GOOD or a lot BETTER since that day.. I guess the answer would be a YESJ (cyempre sakin mo b nmn tinanong eh) hahaha.. but really, it feels good knowing that HE has forgiven you for all your sins and that you are truly accepted.. ang sarap!! And for that reason I tend not to do bad thingsJ yep yep yep.. that’s great isn’t it? Also, my DAD is a great addition to the forces that make me do ONLY GOOD THINGSJ thanks papa!!:)
Bebe and I got hold of new sim cardsJ we wanted to avail of SUN CELLULAR’S 24/7 service.. we haven’t had it for a day and we are really getting GOOD SERVICE.. hahaha.. sulit to!!:) but I still need to have my fone fixed.. hehe.. pero stig ung service ng sun!!:) eto na nga pla new number ko.. 09224994556..:) ayt?:)

I gotta get going now.. ill be fixin my roon pa ehJ

I love you bebe bubu..:)

:)

2004-10-16T06:57:00.000+07:00

im gonna see my so0o0o0o0 missssssssed friends today!!! yep yep yep!!:) im goin to see them today!!! im so0oo0o happy and excited i cant wait!!!:)

im still having troubles about my blogskin.. ahhaha.. it doesnt work good.. the items that should have been invisible is all SEEN... HAHAHAHA... im gonna try to fix it though:) just bear with it for a while.. aryt?

:) i love ya all:)

funny

2004-10-15T20:40:00.000+07:00

hahahahaha.. this thing is really funny.... the layout is so0o0o seductive.. it just isnt me.. bwahahahah.. but id change it as soon as i find the skin that suits me.. aryt? just bear with it and i promise to change it soon:)

lav ya all..:)

confused

2004-10-15T10:43:00.000+07:00

okay.. so im really having a hard time choosing my blogskiN!!! argh.. its like the fifth time ive changed it.. my friends hate the sounds (so do i..its iriitating nga!! haha) and i just cant find something that matches my personality.. argh

munch time:)

2004-10-14T10:36:00.000+07:00

*munch munch munch mucn* that’s what im doing right now.. for three days in a row, I grab for myself packs of chips and juice to match and when I get home I start to much them all..:) hahaha… will I ever get thin?!! And shortly after I finish my chips my parents would arrive in time for lunch… and after lunch id get some zzzzzzzzzz.. tell me, again, will I ever get thin?? Hahahaha…

so there.. iv got a new lay out.. but its kinda boring me.. this is the second time ive changed it.. the first one’s blue.. with sounds too.. if I ever get a chance id change it again… hehe..:)

TERM IS OVER HURRAY!!! YIPEEEEEEE!!!!!!! Ive had my last exam today.. all my final exams were easy (naks yabang!) except for the DREADFULLY HARD ACCOUNTING!!!! Argh.. sa major ko pa yata ako sesemplang.. hahahaha.. thank god this term is over.. im up to 5 more semesters and id say goodbye to college life.. hahahaha.. layo pa!!!:)

I wish I studied a little harder for my lit exam.. I was one point away to getting the highest score.. but its okay, maybe that’s the grade I deserveJ

So there.. I gotta finish munching!!!:)hahaha..

I still dunno how to post links!!! Mayn.. rai! Teach me!!!

buggy

2004-10-12T01:38:00.000+07:00

Okay.. so I almost lost my bestfriend (buggy) to food poisoning awhile ago.. It was freakin scary coz she has been mentioning DEATH to me these past few days.. last week she almost died because of an accident.. and she said she’s dying because of arki boy.. now she LITERALLY almost died.. mayn.. it was tough!

She ate so much of shrimp she developed an allergy to it.. whats worse is that she doesn’t know she had developed it.. neither her parents know too.. good enough she was brought to the hospital.. but not as soon.. she ate shrimp at lunch time and was in the hospital around four.. had been a little later, she could have died..

Mayn I dunno what to do if id loose that girl.. she has been the BESTEST BEST FRIEND one could ever have.. we have known each other since first grade (she was still wearing large pink eye galsses then.. haha buggy!) and we have been so0o0o0o0o much shit but our friendship remains strong.. isn’t it a very nice feeling to still have someone to call YOUR BESTFRIEND in the middle of all the turmoil of your life?? It’s the best feeling.. kumbaga kahit anong mangyari eh ‘may bestfriend ka’… grabe… god showed me again that he can take the live He has lent us with just s snap of a finger (just like the way He did when the earthquake occurred).

I wouldn’t know how I will face life’s trial without a bestfriend.. the friendship ive had with buggy was the best ever.. it sends shivers all over me just imagining if she had been really struck by that DUMB SHRIMP!!

This has been an eye opener for all of us..
For buggy to live a better live – mayn surely staying away from shrimp
For me and all her friends to treasure her more and all the friends they’ve got coz we never know when our contract here on earth would end
For all the people who loves her to be able to let her know
For all of us to be aware that there is someone up there watching and MANAGING our lives.. no matter how hard we try we can never make OUR wants rule over HIS plan..

Buggy, you take care and stay away from shrimp!!:)

untitled

2004-10-10T22:45:00.000+07:00

my bebe has a blogger!! hahaha.. everyone has it!!:) but id rather keep my bebe's blogger address to myself (he says so too!) so u cant get through his thoughts:) mine is enough! hahaa...

anyway, while browsing through my files i came accross a sad story for some reason saved in here.. its a sad story and i just wanna share it.. really, this doesnt mean anything or something bebe should worry of (kse the story is about THE BESTFRIEND thing.. and i do have a best guy friend before.. lets not mention his name na ln) basta, just wanna share it.. i hope it will make u people sad.. hehe..:)

here it goes:

read this, grabe sobrang sad story..kaya wag kayong magpaka-tanga.. if u love someone, say it.. wag ung ganito:-----------------------------------------------its been 4 months since i saw him and talagangnamimiss ko na siya... pero what can i do? itseems that i have loved the wrong person.... butstill the pain keeps on hurting me and kungwalang magbibigay ng gamot para dito sanararamdaman ko.... baka mamatay na ako.... to give you a background about my life, everthingseems to be fine except dun sa time na dumatingna sa buhay ko yung hinayupak na lalake nayon.... hehehehe.... kung curious kayo about dunsa guy... bestfriend ko po yon kaso lang iba naang nangyari as time passes by..... classmate ko sya nung highschool. pards pa ngaang tawagan namen.... o db ang sweet? di na akoiba sa kanya and ganon na ren sya sa aken....kung di nga lang ako naging babae baka naiuwi naako nun sa bahay nila and baka lahat ng gawaingpang brusko eh ipagawa na nun sa ken eh..... perocyempre mukha pa ren naman akong babae noh!! highskul cyempre may prom.... wala cyang date,wla ren ako.... i know that he wanted to inviteme to be his date pero ang ogag nga kasi nun kayathe last minute tsaka lang sya nag-ask. he wentto our house... nakamotor po sya and medyopawisan pero infairness.... mabango pa ren.... he ask my permission to see my dress for theprom.... cyempre para maloka sya sa aken at maykonting surprise... i refuse.... o sige, medyo nafrustrate sya pero hindi yon naging hadlang parainvite nya ko.... sa ganda ko na to..... cyempreang dami munang pa-echeng.... hanggang satanungin nya ako kung may date na ba me.... ekung di ba naman siya abnormal eh.... papayag baakong makipagdate sa iba eh sya lang ang gustoko.... lam mo yon... sarap sampalin.... so inshort, papilit pa ba ako? syempre..... the night of my life came, i was so pretty sabing nang-uuto kong nanay... pero naniwala lang akonang sya na ang nagsabi.... blush ako ever....kahit alam kong maganda ako since birth(hehehehe)iba pa ren yung sa kanya galing diba? we enjoyed that night and lalo ko langnapatunayan sa sarili ko na mahal ko na pala anghinayupak na bestfrend ko...... syempre ano pa ba ang sunod na event sa promkundi ang graduation na db? the night before thegraduation, we talked on the phone na para bangit would be the last time na maririnig namen angboses ng isat-isa..... ive waited for the momentna mabanggit nya na may feelings din sya andhindi naman ako nagkamali.... tinanong nya akokung may possibilty daw na maging kame.... i knowna maiinis kayo sa ken dahil alam nyo ba angsagot ko? ah, eh.... hindi pwede kase bestfrendstayo eh.... yung mga anak na lang naten yung ipag-partner naten.... sa isip-isip ko.... ang tanga!pano ko nasabi ang ganong words? pero wala naakong magagawa..... alam namang bawiin ko pa ehdi nahuli naman ako db? pe ro ang tanga kotalga.... cyempre college na.... im so proud to say nanapunta naman ako sa magandang school and takenote... pareho kame ng skul..... ano to?kailangan bang ituloy ang naudlot na pagmamahalannamen?.... hehehe.... nagkaboyfriend ako for a year and a half....minahal ko sya pero there are these conflicts andproblems na di na kayang ayusin.... in short....nagbreak kame..... i guess god meant that to happen kasi yon dinyung time na nagkita kame ng bestfrend ko..... sasobrang miss namen ang isa't-isa.... sabay nakameng umuwi, kumain, pumasok..... im happy peroparang lalo ko lang pinahirapan ang sarili kodahil my feelings for that guy grows each andeverytime that we are together... buti na langmagaling akong magtago at magpigil.... hehehe....bilib kayo noh?..... one morning, im so busy preparing my project thatwould be passed on that same day.... alam kongdumating na sya at nasa likuran ko na ang mokongpero dahil sobrang pressure sa project.... gustoko man syang dambahan... cyempre mamayang gabi nalang di ba? hehehe.... di ko sya masyadongnapansin..... may inabot syang sulat sa aken and he asked if icould join him sa lunch.... i said yes.... then,alis na cya.... alam naman kc nyang im busy..... when i was about to enter the room, somebodybumped me and my precious project fell... gustoko mang magalet... what can i do db? instead iask my prof to give me another chance to do myproject.... naalala ko si mokong.... the lunchdate.... kinuha ko ang cell ko to text him that icant come to our meeting.... e kaso.... pagtinamaan k nga naman ng malas.... check operatorservice daw.... i tried to look for friends orother kakilala pero malas that day talaga.... and so i took my lunch all by my self.... naalalako yung letter.... hinanap ko sa bag... WALA !!!!bumalik me sa corridor praying na andon pa yungsulat.... wala ren.... god! why? minsan langmagbigay ng sulat yon.... nawala pa.... dont knowhow to tell him about the letter.... and so days and weeks passed, pag nagkikitakame... di nya ako pinapansin... ako, i tried totalk to him pero alam kong may kasalanan ako peroganon ba kalaki ang nagawa kong di pagpunta atganon na lang ang iwas nya?... sige... hinayaanko na lang.... months na ang binilang... i heard that he wasdating a girl from the same school that we arein... masakit.... na sa iba ko pa narinig na silana.... mas masakit na wala na akong halaga sakanya..... basta... ilang araw din yon na ganon angnararamdaman ko.... weeks.... months....gagraduate na po ako.... i wonder what's instorefor me in my last day in school.... and so ithought na puntahan yung favorite hang outnamen.... when i was about to get near theplace.... i saw him... with the girl.... umiiyakang bruha but i cant hear what they are talkingabout.... so ive decided to get out of that placebefore my tears burst out.... and then a commonfrend ang sumalubong sa aken.... saying na buntisang girl.... syempre.... durog na durog ang pusoko.... kung kaya nyo lang ma-imagine yungnaramdaman ko..... the night of that same day.... naloka ang lolanyo.... nagparamdam ang mokong pagkaraan ngpagkatagal-tagal na panahon... i thought it wassomething good for me... for us.... pero i waswrong.... so wrong..... he gave me a weddinginvitation and isa ako sa bridesmaids..... thegirl... she was waiting in the car.... o db? datimotor lang ngaun... car na.... and so the wedding came.... maganda po akonun.... sabi ng nanay ko pero wala ng nagsecondthe motion eh.... so naniwala na lang ako sananay ko.... then, there was this professor whocame to see me.... he handed over a letter withmy name carefully printed on the envelope.... hesaid that he looked for the owner of that letterkaso lang po malaki po ang skul namin kayamahirap magkahanapan db? and so nung nakita nyaang name ko sa invitation, he decided to bringthe letter thinking that it could save souls...daw.... and so i was about to open the letter when thepriest ask kung sino daw ang tututol... dedmaako.... alam namang manggulo pa ko noh.... binasa ko na ang letter..... nakakatouch potalaga.... he opened up his feelings for me....hoping na meron din daw akong feelings forhim.... he ask that if i will show up to our hang-out the next day after he gave his letter, thenit means that i also have feelings for him andthat he would love me for the rest of ourlives.... but if i wont.... then he will neveropen that topic again.... he pleaded to me nasana pumunta ako... ... if only i have that letter.... if only i knewabout it.... kung di lang ako clumsy and carelssto keep that letter... things would bediffrent.... if only..... and so i heard the priest announced the couple ashusband and wife.... ang sakit...... picture taking..... gusto mang sumabog ngnararamdaman ko.... as you know.... magalingakong magpigil.... pero masakit po talaga....sobra...... after the picture taking...... niyakap ako ngbestfrend ko.... ang higpit.... and teary eyednyang cnabi na....
i still love you.......

aww.. isnt it sad?? ohwell, the story did not have an ending.. so provide yourselves witih your own version.. hehe..:)

gota go!! gotta zzzzzzz pa.. its getting a bit late and i have to be in school early for my business english final exam!! wish me luck!! i love ya all!!:) nytie!!

alright

2004-10-10T18:10:00.000+07:00

so there.. i was able to finish the first number for my sociology take home finals.. and then i went zzzzzzzzzzz.. hahahhaha...:) bebe thought ive finished my work but i was sleeping pala:) hehehe.. i woke up past four na..:) and until now i still havent finished my thing for sociology!! nyahahahaha.. ang hirap eh!!

buggy is still on line!! kanina pa xa.. sobrang la magawa.. hahaha..:)

bebe is doing his research work right now.. i hope he finishes soon so that we'd be able to chat na:)

ang ganda ng blogger ng friends ko!! grabehan.. i wanna make mine beautiful too!! ano beh.. how did u guys do that? try clicking on these links and see their bloggers:
bug- www.jajasweet.blogspot.com
rai- www.iar02.blogspot.com
cata- www.cata1224@blogspot.com

so there.. what else should i write?? nothin.. :) hahaha...

im glad im a hapy person:) yes i am.. i take joy in the simplest of things and that gives my life less complications.. oh thank god!!:) --> haha dont know why i said this.. maybe because ive been exposed to problematic people these past few days and i just cant help but compare the simple life i lead and the less complications and complexities ive got:) im lucky for that and boy do i want it to stay that way!!:) kya nga sparkle! name ng blogger ko eh:) uve just got to be happy and shine!!:) hehehe..

anyway.. id try to finish my socio requirement na so that id be in bed early;) love ya all!!:)

dunno what to write

2004-10-10T11:13:00.000+07:00

okay.. so i dont really know what to write in here.. actually, these past few days i was a bit lazy writing to "our notebook" and in my blogger.. im just not in the mood to write anythin although ive got lotsa things runnin in my head.. maybe it'd help if i enumerate them:)

1. finals week na!! ive got a take home final exam for sociology and IT IS DAMN HARD!!! amp!!! dapat ng patest na ln xa kesa take home finals badtrip naman sa hirap!!!

2.BWAHAHAHAHA... term is almost over!! ive got three more days and its all VACATION!!! bakasyon grande na ko!!!:) i hope i got good grades this term.. i dont want to extend my contract in college for another year.. grabe!! i wanna graduate na!!!

3.POKNAT.. thats a new word i learned from my buggy.. ang kyut noh? "poknat ka!!" thats how you use it.. hahaha..:) poknat!!

4.speaking of buggy, we're chatting right now sa ym.. mayn.. my bestfriend's going through a lot right now.. she's been having a hard time with LOVE.. grabe!! bakit kaya ganun? bakit kung sino pa yung matino magmahal eh xa pa yung laging sawi?? (such terms.. well, i dunno how to express it coz its that worse -- sawi!!) well, lve is a great feeling, it really is, but sometimes you just get tired.. maybe thats just the way it works.. Buggy, i know you would find the right one soon.. just dotn get tired of waiting ha?:)

5.i miss my plm friends.. i really miss those people.. the people who has taugh me so many things (i cant mention all) but they were really a big part of my growth.. grbe!! even if they dont know that they have touched my life just by being themselves.. salamat po sa inyo!! i love you all and i miss you sooo much!! i wish i could go there anytime to see you but i cant.. my schedule just doesnt persmit me.. but we'll see each other soon.. u take care guys!!:)

6.there was an eathquake the other night.. i was HELLA AFRAID!! i thought it would be the end of it alll.. i suddenly wanted to be a good girl once more.. haha..:) i was already asleep when it happened.. i thought i was just dreaming that someone was shaking me but my sister shouted (she was still awake soing something/using the computer) and we almost panicked.. my parents were out and i dunno wht to do.. they texted that they were fine.. i waited for them till past midnight and my dad still had to make me sleep because i was afraid another earthquake would occur (an after schock that is).. haha im still dady's little girl at 19!!

7. we were supposed to go to octoberfest that night (the earthquake night) but my mom insisted that she and my dad watch basil valdez adn rico puno's concert at araneta.. (oldies stuff..they both like basil valdez.. haha kapanahunan) they've got front row tickets and i know they enjoyed the night "it was a date" hahaha...:) so we werent able to go because my dad did not want us to go home by ourselves and he cant bring us/pick us.. it was fine coz the venue was somewhere near baboy's place and i dont want any instances of bumping into him while i enjoy the night:)

8.my bebe was here yesterday.. oh what a nice feeling it is when you are with the one you love.. hahaha..:) we spent the day together al though i was supposed to go somewhere else (see how he can change my plans easily!! hmp!) and something i didnt expect happened.. nope not what ure thinking.. HANS CAME!! my god i did not know what to do.. but i just insisted that he stay.. and so he did.. we didnt care if hans was there..:) and im glad bebe was by my side:) i love you be!

9.nako!! im runnin out of time for my research!! ill post n ln ulit later..:)

at last!

2004-10-08T09:35:00.000+07:00

i was having a little trouble posting new blog entries.. maybe its because of the tagboard.. harhar.. but anyhow.. i was able to salvage it..:) hahaha...

so there.. my accounting final exam was HELL!!! i mean it! i was just in the 6th question when my head started to pound and i had to get through all the remaining 44 problems in that state! MAYN was it hard!!! grabe! i hope i get a good grade in that subject..

term is really ending i can almost smell it!!!! whew!! 5 more semesters and im through in college! ohwell, thats a lot of homework, projects and hardwork!!! hmm..

im not in the mood to write anything.. i dont feel anything.. not sad.. not happy.. no nothing..

yey!:)

2004-10-05T21:44:00.000+07:00

OH HOW I MISSED POSTING!!!!

my computer is back in circulation and so am i..harhar:) so.. i felt bad for not being able to post important events that passed.. anyway, i hope my mind clears a little while i make this post..:)

so there.. what should i say? HURAY!!!!! SCHOOL IS ENDING SOON!!!!yipeeee!!! that means lotsa lotsa sleep and rest for me!!!:) and that means getting to go to OKTOBERFEST TOO!!!!! *cheers* hahaha..

everythings fine these past few days.. although i dont get much sleep because of my damn accounting QUIZZES.. (term is ending and we are cramming for quizzes..haha) it was fine though the one i had last saturday was like hell! Mayn we were all dizzy after the test!!! SOBRANG HIRAP!!!!!! but it was okay.. i just hope i pass that test..:)

my students are okay too except for ama.. mayn! he doesnt want to study! argh that boy! but arra and i are always having a good time studying.. in fact she's getting good grades this quarter and im proud of it:) hehe..:)

buggy's okay now.. although i have to admit what she's going through is DAMN hard.. but i know she can get through it soon.. so for all ya peepZ, ive got an advice (lalo na saio bug!) ---> dont ever get urslef in a situation where u would hurt urslef (i know we cant avoid it at times) but if u have any chance to move away or escape, JUST GO! and, it is hard to love someone FROM AFAR... try to love someone and make him/her feel it..:)

hayun..

i answered a few surveys a while ago in friendster.. it was my first time and i enjoyed.. harhar.. try checking ti out!!:)

hmmm...

bebe is sick right now but he doesnt want me to go out of the house either so how can i go to him?? arghh.. i just hope he gets through this day complete!

so there.. guess i gotta end this na..:)

till my next post! bye peepz!!

sigh

2004-09-25T15:55:00.000+07:00

whew!! its been a long time since i last updated this thing.. ohwell, i was DAMN busy.. i was doing so many things at the same time.. and, whats worse, my computer got busted ans is still busted.. so i had to go out to use the internet and mayn.. how hard it is not using the net for a long time!

so... update first.. i am okay.. except for the fact that i tend to be affected by little things EASILY... and i dont know why?! really.. i tend to feel sad soo0o easily.... and i mean little thngs.. whats freaky is that i also tend to be so0o0o SLEEPY... angelo says its something that i should be worried of.. but i dont think i should be worried about it.. should i be? what do you think??

school is okay.. ITS ENDING SOON!!! HARAHRHARH:) i will be able to rest na!! thank god!!

my students are okay too.. especially arra:) she's just so0o0o wonderfuL! im glad she's inspired to study because of me.. and im inspired to teach her as well because of her responses.. but ama.. i doubt it... I HONESTLY SERIOUSLY DOUBT if thered be a centimeter change in ama's grade this quarter.. oh god.. i hope the blame does not bounce to me.. man!! im not the one studying! im just helping him..

hmmm.. what else??

our house is still a mess.. yes it is.. damn that rain..

i sure hope manny could fix the computer.. i need it for my projects..

so there, got nothin more to say except for these peepz:

bug, how are you?
lanie, i miss u much girl!!!
richelle, stop calling me that!!!
sir b, pasa nyo ko ha?? hehe..
ziai, galing mo tlg!!
be, i miss u!

smiles

2004-09-13T01:50:00.000+07:00

so everythings a lot better now.. and i like it this way..

there are no more rumbles in this house...

im happy!!!:)

what the...

2004-09-12T08:40:00.000+07:00

okay.. so i thought it was going to be a lot better when i got out of our RUMBLING house.. but it did not..

i felt better when i spent the whole morning with my bebe.. we had bfast (a picnic.. harhar) and it was good.. i had my favorite cheese and fresh milk..:) i was back to my smiling self then.. almost forgetting the trouble at home.. thanks to his company and to his comforting presence.. we catched the frist screening of THE NOTEBOOK.. and mayn was it so0o0o0o0o good!!

i was so touched i almost cried.. a salute to mr sparks!!!:) *smiles* the plot is great but i think the movie is kinda dark.. (or maybe i just have an eye problem. harhar...) bebe keeps on asking nga if i could still see the movie.. oo nman!! harhar.. pero its kinda blurry.. badtrip papapalitan ko na ba agad ung grade ng salamin ko.. bago lang un eh..;(

eniwei, back to the movie.. i found it dark but the cinematography was good.. pati sounds sobrang okay.. *sigh* ganda talaga nung movie.. :)

then i went to meet my pe classmates. we were scheduled to ahve rehearsals here at home for our final exam on tuesday.. but mayn WE DID NOT ACCOMPLISH A THING.. DAMMIT... I JUST HATE IT WHEN YOU DONT ACCOMPLISH A THING WITH GROUPMATES... that is why i prefer working alone.. DAMMIT...

now they already left adn we accomplished NOTHING.. MAYN I JUST HATE IT!!!!!!!!

argggghhhh...

ay nako.. i just hope bebe calls soon so that id feel better na.. :( ang sad...

big fight

2004-09-11T18:45:00.000+07:00

okay.. so there was a BIG RUMBLE in the house when i got home yesterday. everyone was like so HOT they would almost explode.

when i slept i thought everything has been settled already but whoah! to my surprise, NO. ABSOLUTELY NO.

argh.. can you just settle yoursleves please?? i hate quarrels...

shout outs!!:)

2004-09-11T03:37:00.000+07:00

bug!! im so happy for ya!! hey peepz, watch out for this UP AND COMING STAR!! im serious.. she's gonna make a good actress someday.. a model.. an endorser!! watch out for her one of these days.. and mayn am i damn proud to say that she is my BESTFRIEND.. and fan's club president.. harharhar... im happy for you buggy!! pero i miss you na... lets have coffee soon!!

sca peepz - im sorry i am NO SHOW for a week.. ive got tons of things to do kc eh.. promise ill caatch up..:)

ruth - secret yung kahapon ha? kain taio porkchop!!:)

ruel - binata ka na.. harharhar..

alex - kaya mo pa ba? kaya mo un!!!:)

wc friends - ako nga ung nakita nyo kahapon sa utmt.. sa next wc ulit ha?:)

be - i miss you.. i love you..

stupid

2004-09-10T03:59:00.000+07:00

damn! yesterday the computer said "sorry there were errors" thats why i cannot post the entry i made.. now what?? damn this thing.. i just mentioned in my post a few minutes ago that it wansnt posted and then it WAS POSTED PALA.. pota.. ano ba to lokohan??

untitled

2004-09-10T03:52:00.000+07:00

did i mention im having a hard time providing titles? ohwell, this is one solid proof.. i dunno what title i should write..

haayy..mayn.. i gotta jumble of things running in my head again.. but first, i wanna say that i AM DISAPPOINTED yesterday.. y? coz i made this LONG NICE post in school (it has a title -- dona's dictionary) and then IT WAS NOT POSTED. I JUST HATE IT! damn.. you know when u have already written someting rewriting it would give different results??!! it would never be the same again.. argh!! i wish i did it at home.. i longed for my computer yesterday..

it was supposed to be a happy day today.. i had a fine literature class (my only class during tuesdays and thursdays) the selection we read today was so good i almost cried.. harhar.. but then again i felt sad.. y? COZ MY DAMN FONE IS BUSTED AGAIN.. argh.. that means no texting bebe the whole day.. we only get a chance to talk in the evening and it is NOT FUN. I JUST DONT LIKE IT. damn..

right now im really sleepy i wanted to sleep but i cant coz i gotta lotsa things to finish for school.. argh..

nothing

2004-09-09T16:42:00.000+07:00

okay.. so i am LOST.. once again LOST.. i always tend to self-destruct and just be LOST... ARGH..

i feel bad about being like this.. i shouldnt be this way, shouldnt i?? damn this feeling..

i wanted to write more sensible things in this blogger but i cant! i just cant make my fingers type the right inspiring happy words... mayn.. this feeling is tough! i feel &*^%*%$## dammit! thats what i feel..

argh..

a HUGE ARGH! thats just it..

dona's dictionary:)

2004-09-09T02:35:00.000+07:00

ohwell..i do not have a professor for my second class that is why i have so0o0o much idle time.. maybe 2 hours is a short time for some but i find it rather a long time because recently, i my schedule had been so packed!:)

update muna.. this morning i went to mass with my bebe sa st clare..:) birthday kc ni mama mary ngayon.. he was so facinated to see the nuns isolated..harhar..but it was okay. we had breakfast before i went to my first class and him to school. it was really a nice feeling having someone you love close by you..specially if you go together to praise the Creator.:) *smiles*
then i wen to school. my eco class was fine, as usual, sir umali gave out lectures and i wasnt so satisfied with my midterm grade. but it was okay. and it is okay.:)
sir burgos didnt show up for my next class so i had to think hard where to go and spend my time. i wanted to go to the mall and get that parker pen i wanted but i realized it would be a hassle to go back to school.. i might not get my senses to go back and attend class:) harhar..so i decided to go to up instead and spend sometime alone:)

while in up, i was able to think of a couple of people and things.. these are nouns, verbs, words and whatever they maybe that make up/made up my life. good enough or not, they had been and a part of me and i wanna share them with you:

angelo - my boyfriend; an hrim student at CSB..a good boy:) harhar..couldnt think of the right words to describe this man..but believe me, he is one lovable person! he's always there to mke me laugh, cuddle, love and care for me! he may not be the "boy-next-door" type of guy but he really is worth knowing!! i just love this person so0o0o0o much!!!

papa - my dad.. the best dad in the world! one who does not have pretensions in life and one whom i can talk to anytime:) i just love him! (self-confessed daddy's girl) harhar..

mama - my mom. im not close to her but i do love her:)

sis - my ever realiable sister! i have been with this girl forever! from the moment i was born till now..all 19 full years of my life:) i love her and i care for her a lot. she is truly one understanding girl. always there to give me anything i need. she is the one person who was with me through all life's shit! and accepted me for who iam.. i love you sis!!

sharmaine - a close relative whom i treat like my own sister. i love this girl. bata pero parang matanda:) haha:)

buggy - my bestest best friend! grabe! our friendship is one of the best things that i treasure in this life. she's one pretty girl you guy's shouldnt miss. she might look snob on the outside but man! when you get to know her, you'd think twice..:) i miss the old times when we'd just sit down the assembly area and talk for hours..things are just so0o different now, we go to different colleges and its hard to make our schedule meet..but, despite those things, we stil get a chance to catch up:) hay na ko! babala sa susunod na lalaki sa buhay nya---> wag na wag nyo toing papaiyakin! ill be the first to spank, kick, punch and torture you! hmph..

nakakaasar naman.. kung kelan nasa mood ako magtype ng marami saka naman walang time..:( my next class is up in a few minutes and i gotta get going.. kc naman i cant miss another class or else..harhar.. badtrip pa naman ung prof ko dun sa subject na un..

basta, i promise to finish my dictionary soon..:)

reminisce

2004-09-08T10:19:00.000+07:00

I find it a little hard providing a title for every blog entry that I make.. maybe because all ive got in my brain are jumbled thoughts..harhar..but still, I still have thoughts to share with u guysJ

While I was on my ride on the way to school, I heard a very familiar song.. I was almost in tears and only then I realized that that song has been an important part of me.. I have had two great experiences with it…

Don’t lose your way with each passing day
You’ve come so far don’t throw it away.
Live believing, dreams are for weeping
wonders are waiting to start.
Live your story, faith, hope and glory
Hold to the truth in your heart.

Ref: if we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by, for you, and i.

Souls in the wind must learn how to bend.
Seek out a star hold on till the end.
Valley, mountain, there is a fountain
Washes our cares all the way.
Words are swaying, someone is praying,
Please let us come home to stay.

When we are out there in the dark
Will dream about the sun.
In the dark we’ll feel the light
Warm out hearts everyone…

My first encounter with this song was when I was in pre-school. (preparatory class) I was six years old then. My family got a chance to befriend immigrants from Long Beach Calif. They were the Patricios. They are Filipinos from Calif who just ventured out on other chances in their lives. Their children (lou, remi and Audrey) were born there and they lived there. They just tried settling down here but it didn’t work so they had to leave the Philippines after one year. Lou, remi and Audrey studied in MISA. We were schoolmates, busmates, neighbors and good friends. Especially Audrey. She was my bestfriend then..

A few weeks before they left, remi taught us that song. She said it was her favorite song.. so we went to the vacant lot beside our house and sang our hearts out. We played with papaya leaves and created dance steps together with the song.. it was a beautiful sight.. seeing children strut their stuff…

the things we did back then played in my mind while I was hearing the song.. it made me a bit sad because I do not know if I can still see them..before they left, Audrey went to my classroom (I was in grade 1 then) we hugged and told each other to take care. She said she would write and she wont forget me. She gave a set of clips and two stuffed toys..bugs bunny and and a rabbit…I was in tears..so was she.. it was the first time a friend left me..

I just hope we can still get in touch. I couldn’t locate them in friendster..its sad when you miss someone..

The second unforgettable experience with this song was when I was in third year high school. It was the last day of our retreat. The retreat was almost as boring as ever…then the retreat master asked us to sing that song..telling us to remember our classmates and all the memories we shared.. he said it wouldn’t be long we’d all get into college and never get a chance to be ‘high school’ again.. it means missing them and maybe to some losing them.. we were in tears while singing, digesting and hearing the song. I could almost feel the hug my classmates gave me..saaaaaddddd..

Whew!! That song has been so0o0 much a part of my life!

Another person who crossed my mind while on the ride to school was teacher BERT. How I miss that guy. He has taught me a lot of things in life. I was even his IMP once.. damn I miss you teacher BERT! Where are you now?? I wish to see you soon!!!!!!!

Hmmm.. reminiscing is one great thing.. it makes you smile and cry and laugh..how great we were made with brains and hearts that can store memories of the past! Be it sad, happy or whatever, I am still glad of the things that went through my life..:)

so there..till my next post!!!

bebe, i had a nice time today..harhar:)
tch bert, where are you? i wish u and ur family the best!
audrey, i miss you girl! i miss you so much!! hope to hear from you soon!!!
to my sis, what's happening to u?? hahahaha..:)
bug! lets have coffee!!!!!:)

trying to smile

2004-09-07T03:42:00.000+07:00

i hope i get through this day the way i wanted to.. i want this to be a good day.. but as i went along i thought what the f*ck is a good day??

yes..what is it when you are not with your loved one?? and you absolutely DOUBT if your schedule would ever meet again.. aaaaaarrrrrgggggghhhhhh!!!!!!

when the fx you rode is just like a steam engine?

when you didnt get a satisfactory grade in your test last week because you forgot the proper way of addressing an envelope?? (damn that business writing class)

when you had been waiting so0o0o0o long for the class and professor to vacate your next class's room...then when you finally get in you find out youre NOT HAVING YOUR CLASS there...

a good day isnt it??

ohwell, i did start the day right.. i went to st clare monastery to hve a few silent moments of prayer.. i guess i just have to wait and see.. there's still a couple of hours before this day ends anyway..:)

i just have to keep that positive attitude.. RIGHT *postive attitude plus smile* = good day!!!:) yey!!! whew! it sure is hard convincing yourself about something..:) harhar.. i hope i dont get this blogger full with whinings..:) nyahaha..

ohwell, i gotta get some nap before going to my students later.. i dont wanna teach them while iam sleepy..:)

bug, wanna c ya soon!! be, i miss you so0o0o bad!!!!! argh... you take care! i love you! alex, you can do it man! believe me!:)

bye peepz..gotta zzzzzzzzzz...

one good day

2004-09-06T19:34:00.000+07:00

"...smeel it, feel it, taste it... one good day... its gonna be a good day...."

oh yes this has to be a good day!!! i started it a good way even if i slept a little bit lonely... anyhow, i hope everything turns out good today... i just have to look on the postive side of things and believe that TODAY IS GONNA BE A GOOD DAY..

yes..:) yesterday i wanted to post a new blog entry but i was damn busy. i did a couple of things for school (business writing) argh that subject!:) harhar..

im running out of time.. i have to go now coz i still need to go to school..

*its gonna be a good day!!!*

i miss you baby!!:( i really do...:( you take good care ha? i love you..

the beginning

2004-09-04T21:00:00.000+07:00

i love beginnings:) it gives us a fair chance to start everything all over. do what is right the second time araound.. its just nice to have to start all over again something:)

just like this blogger! i have a had a blogger once..i was addicted in updaing it but all it contained was whining, pain, thoughts of depression, problems, etc..good thing i forgot the password! hahaha.. i wasnt able to update it kc for a long time:) yay..

so this is a new blogger.. i hope this'll be better than the old one..:) in content and in appearance..ohwell, where do i learn that html stuff to make my blogger a little spiced and sparkled up?? someone help please..:)

hey buggy! i have a new blogger! i miss you na! lets have coffee soon! tc! *hugs*

to my baby see ya later! i love you!

thats all for now friends..ill update this soon.. I PROMISE:)

sharing my life..:)

oh wow!

haahahaha..

:P

oh it feels so nice!!!

whew!

whew!

new skin

a long post:)

first day

last day:)

its christmas day!!!!

:) :) :) :)

missing someone

oh well

harharhar

:)

why?!

:)

update update!!!

a new week:)

:)

funny

confused

munch time:)

buggy

untitled

alright

dunno what to write

at last!

yey!:)

*sigh*

*smiles*

what the...

big fight

shout outs!!:)

stupid

untitled

nothing

dona's dictionary:)

reminisce

*trying to smile*

one good day

the beginning

sigh

smiles

trying to smile