oh wow!

it has been over a year since i last updated this thing and it feels different to be back here at blogger..

well, i have always loved blospot and my blogspot blog.. but i guess my site needs a little refurbishing.. haha.. the hit counter seems not to be working anymore and the daisy path anniversary counter has long been cooked through and my previous posts are in disarray.. haha.. and i guess i have to change the layout to make it look more "twenty one-ish" heheÜ yep im already twenty one and i firmly believe that the skin is already taboo for my age.. agree?? c'mon.. hahaÜ

i feel some jitters now (thats funny cause i shouldnt feel that -- this is my blog!) typing this.. maybe when i really finish the layout thats when id get to spill everything out..

for now, i would just like to say that id be back here at blogger.. and i hope that i will be able to sustain my writing here again.. i missed blogging really!!!

im getting over the pain.. it is still painful but i should forget na.. pero parang mahirap.. maybe i can forgive but i can never forget.. but im not closing my doors to it.. only time can tellÜ

i hope id be able to change the skin the soonest time possible.. i have to study for a lot of things kasi eh!! :D

hehe..
wish me luck!! :D

try smilin ok? i will try that too!!!

oh well.. my dad is very okay now.. and i am so thankful for that..
what bothers me now is my studies.. i cant cope with it!!!!!!! mayn.. it so so0so0os0os0os0o0s hard!!!! three major accounting subjects plus taxation plus business law and quantitative analysis for business (math5)!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaarggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

i seem to fail all my quizzes even if i study hard.. yes i do.. in fact im losing weight already because of stress.. im seing less of my bebe.. none of my buggy (and im not liking it!!!!! im sorry b ug) the last movie i saw was hotel rwanda, which was by the way unplanned..

i get less sleep everyday, pop my eyes out of reading my books and still what i get is a failing mark?!!!!!!!!!! how much more effort will i exert???
*breathe*

whew!

that was a big help-spilling it all out...

i wish for more strength so that i can study better and i know i can do it.. i know every college student taking their majors are like this.. so its all part of it.. and i know i can surpass this.. with a better grade than 2.5! *positive mental attitude* harhar..

*smiles*

i wouldnt be afraid to face the battle for the Lord is with me *relief*

it has been a while.

i would just like to say thanks to all the people who prayed for my dad last night.. THANK YOU SO SO MUCH. I APPRECIATE IT VERY MUCH. THANK YOU MY DEAR FRIENDS. YOU GAVE ME STRENGTH DURING THE TIME I FELT SO DEVASTATED. JESUS IS REALLY WITHIN US. HE DOES NOT LET US DOWN AND I HAVE EXPERIENCED EXACTLY THAT LAST NIGHT.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS AND PLEASE CONTINUE PRAYING FOR MY DAD'S FAST RECOVERY.

there will still be some tests and test results tom, i hope it will turn out good and that the symptoms that the doctor saw are negative. i dont want to think or say that she is telling the truth. i believe Jesus is healing my father and that Jesus is guiding my family. I love you Jesus.

AGAIN, THANK YOU VERY MUCH. GOD BLESS US ALL. and i love you papa. i love you so much. i wouldnt trade you for anything in this world. Dont leave me just yet.. i will still be your CPA right? I love you.

hayy! sa wakas.!! nag-update ako dito sa blogspot.. actually, tinatamad tlg ko mag-update ng blogs.. haha..

nothing much to share..

maybe because there are some things that i wish to keep to myself than share with other people... haaayy.. i know you understand.. thats why im resting my mind on that..:D *thanks!

this is confusing me!!! i wanna use my blogspot add more often now because i cannot personalize xanga.. but xanga is much better than blogspot.. tsk tsk..

i want a skin that fits me and a skin that has all i want.. and i cant do that in xanga.. coz it requires a premium acct.. tsk tsk..

i might be back to blogspot in a few days.. after i have found the right skin for me .. :)

*shout outs*
hi BEBE, i love you!!!!!!! *hugs* mwah mwah mwah!!!

tagal nang walang update!! im busy with my xanga blog kc.. hehe..:D

anyway, i just wanna ask kung meron sa inyong marunong magprotect ng posts.. ung ndi cla pwedeng ma-copy.. kung meron man, msg me sa tagboard ha?? thank you thank you thank you!!!

i am getting used to xanga and im liking it there.. i still ahve my loyalty to blogspot though, thats why i am not going to delete this.. i am still going to update it but i will be using my xanga blog more often:)

ayt?

so there..

click on the link of my xanga blog on the left side!!!:)

aammmisssshooooo bugggy!!!! u take care!!! ok ln yn.. dont be so sad.. kaya nyong dalawa yan ni aljoe.. just dont give up easily ok?:) *hugs*

i didnt get grades that were so HIGH NOR SO LOW.. they were JUST ENOUGH for me:)

thank GOD!!!:)


whew!!!!!!


right now, i am having some problems with configuring my xanga site.. argh!!! its not as easy as blogspot!!! mayn.. hmmm... i hope i can fix the site soon!!!!!:)


i love y'aaallll specially me bebe!!!!!!!:) *hugs*

okay.. so im really getting tired of my lay-out!


argh argh argh argh argh!!!!!!!!!


i wanna change it!!!! but i cant find something that suits me!!!!


thats another argh argh argh argh argh!!!!!!!!!!!

it was our monthsary yesterday.. nothing extraordinary.. :( hmm.. its okay though.. i cant keep myself from gettting morose kc eh...


anyhow,


its CLASS CARD'S DAY TODAY!!!!!! whew!!!!!!! i hope i get good grades!!!! please pray for me..

POPE JOHN PAUL II died already.. and im offering this entry for him...his death is so sad for us catholics. he was such a great leader and i feel blessed this moment. why? i dreamt of him last night.. he was having a mass in the senate and then after the mass the youth went to him to ask for blessing (i was one of them) and then he blessed us and waved at us.. a few moments later my dad said that the pope already died. (my dad is always hooked to the net that is why he is updated)


so there...


i hope that his death will not cause much harm on the strenght of the catholic church. i wish that this be the reason of the other lost catholics to come back and have faith and believe in what the POPE used to say that even in the midst of all the trouble, there is a God that you can turn to, someone always ready to help. There is indeed a God and a lot of times many people has proven that.


goodbye pope and thank you for all the love that you gave us. i may not have a very personal relationship whith him but i know that he loves every catholic, moreso everyone here on earth.



i feel sad yet i am glad for he will finally be with THE FATHER. His mission is over and with just a lonely childhood, no one expected him to be one of the greatest popes.



His Holiness John Paul II
Short Biography
[Updated: 25.02.2005]

Karol Józef Wojtyła , known as John Paul II since his October 1978 election to the papacy, was born in Wadowice, a small city 50 kilometres from Cracow, on May 18, 1920. He was the second of two sons born to Karol Wojtyła and Emilia Kaczorowska. His mother died in 1929. His eldest brother Edmund, a doctor, died in 1932 and his father, a non-commissioned army officer died in 1941.
He made his First Holy Communion at age 9 and was confirmed at 18. Upon graduation from Marcin Wadowita high school in Wadowice, he enrolled in Cracow's Jagiellonian University in 1938 and in a school for drama.
The Nazi occupation forces closed the university in 1939 and young Karol had to work in a quarry (1940-1944) and then in the Solvay chemical factory to earn his living and to avoid being deported to Germany.
In 1942, aware of his call to the priesthood, he began courses in the clandestine seminary of Cracow, run by Cardinal Adam Stefan Sapieha, archbishop of Cracow. At the same time, Karol Wojtyła was one of the pioneers of the "Rhapsodic Theatre," also clandestine.
After the Second World War, he continued his studies in the major seminary of Cracow, once it had re-opened, and in the faculty of theology of the Jagiellonian University, until his priestly ordination in Cracow on November 1, 1946.
Soon after, Cardinal Sapieha sent him to Rome where he worked under the guidance of the French Dominican, Garrigou-Lagrange. He finished his doctorate in theology in 1948 with a thesis on the topic of faith in the works of St. John of the Cross. At that time, during his vacations, he exercised his pastoral ministry among the Polish immigrants of France, Belgium and Holland.
In 1948 he returned to Poland and was vicar of various parishes in Cracow as well as chaplain for the university students until 1951, when he took up again his studies on philosophy and theology. In 1953 he defended a thesis on "evaluation of the possibility of founding a Catholic ethic on the ethical system of Max Scheler" at Lublin Catholic University. Later he became professor of moral theology and social ethics in the major seminary of Cracow and in the Faculty of Theology of Lublin.
On July 4, 1958, he was appointed Auxiliary Bishop of Cracow by Pope Pius XII, and was consecrated September 28, 1958, in Wawel Cathedral, Cracow, by Archbishop Baziak.
On January 13, 1964, he was nominated Archbishop of Cracow by Pope Paul VI, who made him a cardinal June 26, 1967.
Besides taking part in Vatican Council II with an important contribution to the elaboration of the Constitution Gaudium et spes, Cardinal Wojtyła participated in all the assemblies of the Synod of Bishops.
Since the start of his Pontificate on October 16, 1978, Pope John Paul II has completed 104 pastoral visits outside of Italy and 146 within Italy . As Bishop of Rome he has visited 317 of the 333 parishes .
His principal documents include 14 encyclicals , 15 apostolic exhortations , 11 apostolic constitutions and 45 apostolic letters. The Pope has also published five books : "Crossing the Threshold of Hope" (October 1994); "Gift and Mystery: On the 50th Anniversary of My Priestly Ordination" (November 1996); "Roman Triptych - Meditations", a book of poems (March 2003); "Rise, Let Us Be On Our Way" (May 2004) and "Memory and Identity" (pubblication spring 2005).
John Paul II has presided at 147 beatification ceremonies ( 1,338 Blesseds proclaimed ) and 51 canonization ceremonies ( 482 Saints ) during his pontificate. He has held 9 consistories in which he created 231 (+ 1 in pectore) cardinals . He has also convened six plenary meetings of the College of Cardinals .
From 1978 to today the Holy Father has presided at 15 Synods of Bishops : six ordinary (1980, 1983, 1987, 1990, 1994, 2001), one extraordinary (1985) and eight special (1980, 1991, 1994, 1995, 1997, 1998[2] and 1999).
No other Pope has encountered so many individuals like John Paul II: to date, more than 17,600,000 pilgrims have participated in the General Audiences held on Wednesdays (more than 1,160). Such figure is without counting all other special audiences and religious ceremonies held [more than 8 million pilgrims during the Great Jubilee of the Year 2000 alone] and the millions of faithful met during pastoral visits made in Italy and throughout the world. It must also be remembered the numerous government personalities encountered during 38 official visits and in the 738 audiences and meetings held with Heads of State , and even the 246 audiences and meetings with Prime Ministers .

everythings okay now between me and my bebe:) *smiles!* whew! i thought he was overly mad at me pero it turned out my worries were a bit useless kasi he wasnt angry pla! :) haha.. yan ang problema ng walang telepono dahil d kami mkapag-communicate.. puro landline ln at dito sa internet.. haaayy.. pero april nmn na eh i hope kuya pesoj gives my fone soon!:)



so there..



i am also glad that i am free from my ITCHY ITCHY STUFF!!!! (i havent mentioned it here pla.. kc i was bitten by some mites last week then to my surprise, it spread out.. not too much though, but it still gave me sso0o0o0o0o0o much discomfort and itchiness that is why i went to our family's dermatologist. he gave me some cream (that's for itchiness and soreness) a capsule (thats for immunity, so that i get immune to those mites!) and a hypo-allergenic soap.. i really use a hypo-a soap but its not right ata so he gave me one which makes me think its like nuetrogena... hehe.. :) anyway, i am so happy that the doctor did not say im prohibited to eat certain food!!! haha.. that was what i was thinking while i was waiting in line.. i told my mum and my ate "natatakot akong sabihing bawal ako sa manok!!! waaahh.. panu na ko kakain ng jabi?" hehe.. goodthing im not bawal with it!!!! yipppweeeeeeee!!!!!!!!:)



i saw steven yesterday!!! ang payat!!! hehe.. :) steven, although im not reacting to whats happening sa mga blogger eh dont think im walang kwenta.. i just dont want to add up to the friction.. i know you know what i mean..:) im not directly involved with it so why involve myself right? pero im glad we have talked about it yesterday.. and im happy coz we are all turning out to be mature with our own points of view and the way we accept and respect explanations from our friends!:) hayan, gagraduate ka na! pagbutihin mu!!!:)



hmm.. i wish everyone a happy day..:)



bebe, ingat po on your way to school and give yourself some rest alright? i love you!!!:)



buggy, hope to hear from you soon!!:)



have a nice day peeps!!!